Friday, 31 December 2010.
Hello 2011, Goodbye 2010. Hello Sec Four Life, Goodbye Sec Three Life.

After so long, I'm finally back to blogging. Haha!
Yup, and today's the last day of year 2010, it's time for evaluation. I'm not gonna try to watch my tenses, neither am I gonna watch for any typos or any irritating spelling mistakes. I will write in Singlish with my "ley la lor"s for all I care. Haha, I don't think anyone will have the damn patience to read my forever so long blog post.

Hmmm, yeah, to me, 2010 sucked. Let's type each event one by one. Dedications to my dear friends and family at the end of this post! Ok la I think you will skip my acheievement parts to the dedications part right LOL.

January 2010














To be frank, I had the best birthday throughout the past 15 years of my life. Because my birthday is dated at the start of the year, nobody bothers to remember or whatsoever. Haha, actually I'm quite used to it, until this year when the presence of so many people proved me wrong. Many actually bothers to remember :) Thanks guys, really appreciated it :)






Band concert 2010.

Febuary 2010






2709 BBQ Gathering. Best class ever !




Campcraft Competition 2010. Although performance wasn't that good but at least experiences gained :)

March 2010
Seniors all stepped down, and all the responsibilities were flooded to us, the Sec 3s. NPCC, Student Council, yada yada, it all came at once. The sudden increase in responsibility (leading to increase in stress level) makes me go WAAAA STRESS AH. Haha, it was really difficult to cope. Academics + commitments = complete the equation yourself. Proposals after proposals, camps after camps, events after events, responsibilities after responsibilities, how to even cope with academics. Of course I will start to drop in my academics la. Haha!




Student Council Executive Committee 2010 - 2011.
Guoyao - President.
Izyan - Vice President.
Krisada - Head of Discipline.
Me - Head of Core Events.
Yanty - Head of Supporting Events.
Shireen - Head of Student Welfare.



U08.



First event planned: Sec One Orientation Camp. First experience trying to run a camp. One word: Tired. Haha, but the bond between squadmates and I managed to let me stay awake even with 3 hours of sleep each day. With their jokes and everything ......

April 2010










Second commitment: Unit Hike. & right up after Unit Hike is a U08 BBQ.




May 2010
YGSP Chemical Powered Car Competition.






It was my first project being a leader ... Okay la I fail as one leader ok. Because I planned things late :/ then we hardly have any tryouts, thus resulting in a "just 0.8 metres more and we could win" situation :/ Ugh, learnt deeply from my mistake ... If we're trying again next year, I wanna clinch the champion!

June 2010

It is this month that took a complete U turn. Not that time rewind but everything went from really good to really bad, worst it could ever get. That's when I started to become a pessimist from a optimist.

I don't really feel like typing what happened, but still I want you all to know that: It would be a joke if I don't miss you all. We tried to fix all the pieces together, but it didn't work out. I guess it will never ... Well still, thanks for all the times we've spent together. It has been great with every single one of you, from breaking rules all together and bullying others together. Yeah, it's all in the past now. Haha, you all may find this a joke ... But yeah, I valued that friendship, really alot. Sorry for anything I've done.

Okay so at that point of time, my point of view to life totally changed. I cannot stand being alone; to be truthful, I was really dependent. I needed company, I needed someone to be beside me all the time. With them leaving me, it was like majority of my pillar of hope and happiness was gone. Like in an instant. Okay la, maybe to all of you, it may be nothing. But losing something I value, especially friendship was something really ... tormenting.

It was like, don't know continue living for what. It was really terrible. For a dependent person like me, travelling alone in front of all your once best friends was really a torture la.

What's worse was, Irene went to Australia. She was the only one I could really talked to, yet she was gone as well. I don't blame her ... But it was really hard to pull together. At night, I would sleep with wet pillows, and in the morning I would wake up with puffy eyes. That continued for straight 2 weeks. I wanted to pour everything out, but there's like no one I could message to. Damn terrible.

I still remembered there was this partcular course I must attend to. On the 8th June, I actually cried in public 'cause I really can't take it. -.- I found myself really useless. -.-

That period was my SYF period too. I sort of shut myself since Marissa didn't come for some trainings.. So when she isn't there, did drills and went home. Like sudden escape LOL.

Things became slighty better when Ma'am knew what happened. Her random Kbox sessions, her jokes, her craps, and especially her "Must be like me ma, bu shuang just shoot everything out ... You dont' always keep to yourself!" Haha, thanks Ma'am.

July 2010
Singapore Youth Festical Opening Ceremony 2010.




This was perhaps the best period of the year, knowing all these lovely girls, espeically Nam Jie Ying! ^^ Please read the previous previous post :)

August 2010
Achievements began coming in, from National Day Parade to Journey to the Youth Olympic Flame.




This year was assigned to be a flagbearer. Slow march was ... SLOW. HAHAHAHA ok learning process was okay though ...




Journey of the Youth Olympic Flame.
Practices often clashed with NDP trainings so Krisada and I have to run here run there run everywhere, tired ah! That period seriously lack of sleep :/ But on that day itself, it was really great satisfication. Haha! Knowing new friends was great too! Kelvin and Jessie :).

September 2010
Was the runner for Teachers' Day Concert. Haha, although someone tripped over the cable and caused the system to shut off, everything still went well. :) Was quite glad :)

October 2010
Exam period. One word: STRESS. How to survive Olevelssssss -.-

November 2010




Survival Training Camp 2010.
Hahahahahahahahahahahaha. I shall keep my comments to myself .... Okay la my group members should know how pissed I got (Darren and Maoan was my venting machine; kept slapping them during campfire and kept on shouting to release anger. But futile effort, still broke down in the tent at night, causing me to sleep only at like 2am -.- Wow failure.) Haha, but I'm proud of myself for being the only girl there, somemore I didn't shout back at anybody, especially YOUYOUYOU -.- Haha bloody hell I really hope I never see you again.
Oh and I'm proud that I ________________ ! Ok how proud can I get -____-
Although many people pissed me off (especially YOU bloody hell), I still had fun ... Jumping off the jetty. It was damn shiok, the wind before SPLASHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Weehehe. Knew new friends too ^^






Students' Leadership Camp 2010.
Was only the incharge of campfire. Hiccups here and there, lack of sleep, clashed with Prom Nite; but everything still went well :)

December was like nothing.
Well as you can see ... 2010 is a year filled with achievements. But it was also a year filled with practically nothing but sadness :( I'm happy but I'm sad; that's how contradicting life is.

Okay, enough with my bullshit! It's time for dedications! Okay I know you all can't wait.

NamJieYing.




Hi pig! i bet you are going to be one of the first reading this post, hahaha. Okay la what i wanna say is thank you for the past 4 to 5 months. We were very close during SYFOC, and after parade ended, we drifted ... It was until I went to your shop when we finally became closer again, like reuinion ^^

I remembered you once told me that I never left you when you needed me. Haha, I was like really touched when I received that message, from a person I've knew for such a short period of time.

Well, you've never left me in the lurch when I was feeling terrible from thoughts and etc. One single tweet on Twitter, and the next moment, I will receive your message, asking me to cheer up. One memorable time was during STC! Haha, all I did was send a message to Twitter and then : "Pig! You okay or not!" Well although I wasn't really in the mood to talk, I still poured everything out and eventually felt better. Besides Irene, you are my next person I pour everything too. :>

& when we are sad at the same time, we emo together ROFL.

Let's not be sad and work hard in the coming 2011 ok! 2012 wouldn't happen :x

LynnChewShenYi.




Hi Lynn! I don't kow whether you will be looking at this or not. But have you finished your work? HAHAHA.

I wanna thank you for all the help you have given me all these while, especially in academics. When I have problems, the first person I message to is you :x Right from Sec 2, you've been a great partner, helping me organize outings :) Really thanks! & you are damn cute! You gave me an extra birthday present just because you forgot my birthday :x Thanks yeah!

KohChiaHsuan.




Hi you this childish lame person! Thanks for being such a joke to me for the past 3 years, haha jokingjoking ! Not joke la, you know I love you <3

LimChuXuan



Hi siaozhabor! HAHAHA! You another joker. All your blog post, your funny jokes, weird habits always make me laugh like crazy one.
I still remember you always like to boast how cute you are when you are young and when I went home and logged into your blog, WOW LOL FULL OF BABY PHOTOS. Your live story like never ending, LOL like alot to say! Funniest part is checking whether Janice is a girl or boy. HAHA making us laugh like !!! Okay la to be frank, sometimes when I sad and I happen to go to your blog, I will amchio a little bit, haha, your stories all power (Y) <3

EuShiHeng.



This picture above, like idontknow how long ago one lor! Haha you another emo kiddo, like to keep all the things to yourself. But at the same time, you're another joker, a joker sitting behind me during class and beside me in Bio lesson. I love how we always purposely bully ______ in bio class ! & of course, when we see Mr Arul laugh (showing his teeth), we would stare at each other and then go: "BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, 长得很象黑人牙膏那个！" Then the whole class will stare at us with those O.O eyes like something possessed us. Thanks for all your stupid jokes, don't emo liao, HAHA!

JaniceOngChinHwee.




Eh idiot you know very hard to find just ONE picture with you and me or not! HAHAHHA we always like to make fun of your gender! Ok la I really thought you are a guy when I first saw you in school -____- I'm practically like: "Eh 为什么那个女的在穿裙sia!!!!!" Then when I knew you were a girl then I calmed down :x All these years, your vulgars the most among the 6 of us :x Vulgar until we came up with a game for you!
Two players: Janice Janice Janice CHESS! (Scissors paper stone)
Winner: 回家睡觉啦!!!!
Loser: KAOBEI LA !!!!
HAHAHA, joke seriously. We purposely play infront of you make you damn pekchek with us HAHAHAHAHAHA ! Thanks for all the stupid actions, ,aking me laugh especially during sec 2! Be more ahgirl la Janice ^^

ChuaGuoYao.




Hi President! HAHAAHAHA.
Thanks for all the exam tips and cheats for all the years. You are my walking calculator :x Thanks for all these while, academics got problem, confirm find you first! :x You're one guy friend I can fully trust, espeically in plannings :> Thanks seriously!

ShireenCindyKoh.




Hi Shireennnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! Thanks for being sucha joker :x Even when everyone's tired, you're the only one who's capable of entertainng yourself! Anyway I just hallucinated the trees dancing. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Thanks for all the hearttoheart :>

Darren, Benedict, Ruling, Alfred.
I know this is surprising HAHA! I wanna thank you for all the craps plus nonsense and all the white duck black chicken ahneh jokes HAHAHA ^^ Although we weren't that close earlier, through recent fancy drill trainings, somehow we became close, especially with Benedict and Darren's bullying! Please stop showing me your middle finger :D Thankszxc :x

Last but not least ....

IreneLeongShuYun.

Okay first thing first ....
WE STILL DONT HAVE A PICTURE TOGETHER !!!! SEE LA WHY YOU SO SHY. In replacement, I got your favourite:




Hi dearest panda! I'm sure you're heartbroken why I didn't put you first! Aiya, normally most important one must leave till the end ma ... Somemore yours longest, put below!

It was great knowing you, although 2010 sucked. Almost through all the storms, you were there for me, and I would speak up to you about my problems. I only wouldn't unless you're the problem :x You were willing to accept my wild and impulsive character. Although sometimes I don't like it when you die also don't want to tell me your problems, I still love you :)

Throughout this one year, you've been a great companion. You took over the role of almost everything. Being my naggy grandma, making sure that I ate when I'm hungry and see a doctor when I'm sick. Being my understanding teacher, telling me your stories and making me reflect about all my doings. Being a great sister, supporting me in whatever I do, whether it is right or wrong. Being a really great friend, giving me the tight hugs when I want and need it the most.

I know it was tough on you because I demanded you to forget the past so that you'll look straight into the future without your past disturbing you. I know your life isn't good, and since that day, I wanted to transform your life. Haha, little did I knew you were such a great impact to me too.

In an blink of an eye, we have knew each other for 381 days. Okay, 382 days because it has already passed midnight. Well I really hope nothing bad will happen in the future and we can get the future we want. :) Loveyou xo.

New Year Wish: No end of the world forever, not in 2012, never ever.
New Year resolution: Live healthy, good results ... and $$ come to me! LOL.


Okay, I'm really knocking out .. GOODNIGHT IT'S 0212. Happy new year!
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 10:18 pm