Saturday, 28 August 2010.
想要得到，就努力去争取，不要因为自己不努力而争取不到，就样样都怪在我头上。

I should be working hard right now, for my EndofYear. But, I'm just too lazy. :(

Woah, seriously lor, see all my thick thick notes ah ... *dies miserably*

I feel like stuffing fastfood inside my mouth now.

I feel so random typing all these crap.

Haha, okay, I should rush my Teachers' Day momento now and practice Amath proving with made me vomit blood 2 nights before.

Okay, byebyezxc.

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I'm stillllllll so lazy to do my momentos la seriously!

Was stalking a lot of people's blog and found out so much love/bestfriends dedication! & LimChuXuan most pro love story. HAHAHA !

So now, it's my turn right? My bestfriend story though, I don't want love story ~

Haha hiding for 257 days, I've finally decided to disclose this friendship ~ I mean, also no point hiding right, since so many already know, including the ones who are not supposed to know. Ha, everyone somehow took the fact rather calmly, so I see no fault revealing. :)

I wanted to post a picture of us here, but laughs, I found out we have no picture, sad max. :( 'Cause she's camera-shy :) So I shall show this cute picture:



Haha, joke!

Okay, I shall get serious now.

On 151209, she came for my December training. Initially, she was just my instructor, and I was just a cadet to her. Other than imparting knowledge to us, she was yeah, just a normal instructor to me. & I was still a cadet who's still reluctant to go training and destroy the field by pegging and pegging.

Then, during promotion test (campcraft lashing), I was showing attitude because I didn't know a single thing (Was missing for that particular training for chalet LOL). She was like "Okay everyone, tie diagonal lashing." I was stuck obviously. I was being a bitch and kept on showing attitude to her. & she showed me that face ! Ya that face you know (!!) , then ignore me (Sister, you best.) Feeling pekchek, I gave a super high class lashing. Haha, still remember her face when she said : "At least still got effort marks ma ..." Haha okay I suck :)

Another random stuff: Screwed up my knots test too ! Name 5 uses of every single knot :D I only knew 2 purpose of thumb knot. THAT'S ALL haha :)

Back to the topic:

Next incident, 2009 Annual Camp. Before heading to school to get ourselves slaughtered, we had lunch and Afiq gave everyone a chocolate bread. I was SOOOO full so I just hid it DEEP inside my bag (AND IT'S REALLY DEEP! Can't even see okay!) Headed to school, and bag inspection. :)
I was told by a panda to open my bag. After I opened my bag, showing only a shower bag, towel and a pouch (filled with girls' stuff) from the top. My panda was like, "What's that?" *Points to somewhere, don't know where* Following her finger, I took out my pouch, asking: "This?"
Her - "No, that." *Points nearer* To my surprise, she was actually pointing to that SMALL CORNER of that chocolate bread's wrapper. & if I didn't remove my pouch, I swear you practically can see no sign of that bread.
Reluctantly, I pulled out the partially squashed bread, and smiled to her :) She was all like , "WHY YOU BRING THAT ?!" *Body shaking as she laughs*
Me - *Points to Afiq* "He gimme one !"
Panda - "You better throw it away, or eat it now. "
Me - "NOW ?!"
Panda - "Yeah."
Me - *Gives the face and throws bread to Afiq who distributed the bread to everyone."

See, we have telepathy ! She knows what's inside my bag and caught ONLY caught me (-.-) red-handed although some others' bag also have chocolate bread ! Hahaha ~ Memories.

After the camp, headed on the morning campcraft trainings and afternoon fancy drills training. I still remember she was teaching us how to peg. Panda :" So, you must make sure your left feet is (at that position, don't know how to call it). I'm a left hander, so I put my right leg there. Use one hand to hold on to the peg, and another one to hold the hammering peg. Then hit." *PIANG PIANG PIANG, oh no, can't go down anymore* "Now, the peg can't go down. I think there's a rock below." I still remember vividly that I was laughing after that for no reason HAHAHAH !!!

Next, she was the one who teached Yingtian, Fiona and I flagstuff together with Terence Sir. Esther Ma'am got control of the tentage people. Haha ~

I think that was around the period which I began to stalk her on Facebook hahaha ! Yeah, I'm pro ! Found her Facebook but didn't add her though. Waited until 311210 came and added her, 'cause I thought training ENDED. But it didn't ._.

For some reasons she can't add me, and she sent me a message on Facebook that she added me on MSN instead. Haha :) The Facebook message conversation was DAMN funny ! I just read it and was laughing to myself like some dumb freak ._. hahaha ~

We talked to each other on MSN, and secretly, I onlined every night just to talk to her. Haha (okay, lesbian-ness side of me all come out already :D) Soon, she wanted my number because she wanted to pass me my birthday present (which was nearing). On the 4th, we meet for like 3 minutes and she passed me my present. Adam Khoo book, pink rabbit and green letter ! I mean, would you go to that extent when you knew someone for less than 5 days ? She did ~ and lifted up my mood a whole lotttt ! Huhuhu ~ Since we exchanged number, we texted each other till now. Yeah, 257 days :>

Random again : I had my greatest birthday ever in 2010, serious. Surprise from panda, and another from Esther Ma'am was really unexpected :>

First outing to National Dental Center on my official birthday, 6th January 2010. I still remembered she specially came down to YewTee and accompanied me to Outram Park :O. Staring at my Emath textbook (indices) flabbergasted, she offered to for my homework for me. At Outram Park do, on bus also do ! I was like 0.0 ~ Haha, cute lazy panda of mine. Anyway, I still have your masterpiece with me inside my general file, panda! Hahaha :)
Dinner at LotOne aftermath. Pepperlunch-ed halfway and saw her favourite teacher in the coffeeshop, haha :)

After such a long description, have you all guessed who is it?

Yes, none other than my dearest Irene Leong Shu Yun :)

Dearest sister,

I just wanna thank you for being my sole motivator, my sole support for 8 months. :) You've changed my life dramatically, always the first one there whenever I break down and whenever I have problems. Being 4 years older, you always try your best to help me in all areas, be it studies and gaining experiences. (although always get rejected by me whenever you offer to help haha).

I still remembered how you always cried everynight in the first few months when I knew you. How you always complain to me that you want to go back to your 17 year old life. I stilled remember 9th January 2010, the night that you shared about your dispirited and spoilt childhood, and also the night when I started my birthday present to you.

It cheers me up how you have moved on ( a little though. But, still an improvement) and no longer cry every night whenever you think of your childhood and past times. You don't deserve this type of life, this type of tormenting childhood. :) You DEFINITELY deserve better. :) Sometimes, you make me reflect so much that unknowingly, become a better person. Every time when I get emotional over stuffs like broken friendship, unsatisfactory results, all I have to do is to think of you ... Think how fortunate I am as compared to you. How fortunate I am to have you there to cheer me up :)

Now, just carry on life with me and stop being emotional okayyyy :) 'Cause even if the whole world walks out, I'd be the dumbest one to walk in, stubborn enough to stay, and foolish enough not to leave. :) Smile ah, my panda :)

Your Panda :)

Haha okay, very mushy right (100% lesbianness ) Haha ! Okay la, not happy can don't read one you know :>

Huhu, I should go now, do momento !!!!!!!! Bye ~ I feel like eating McDonalds ._.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 11:23 am