Tuesday, 20 July 2010.
It's so fluffy I'm gonna die !

Finally, after so long, like 2 months, I'm back for a proper post. I'll try to squeeze out my brainjuice to recall what happened for the past two months.



Let me first start on my exam period. Well, it sucked tremendously and @#!@#$#@$#@ ! Stressed to the max. Never felt so stressed before :/
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Anyway my Pandasister went flying to visit kangaroos on 9th June and we went without contact for like 14 days. Three words: I love it IT WAS HELL. It was like, my sole support, my sole motivator, my everything was gone almost instantly.

To many of you, you may be like: "Hey, why you like that? No contact for 14 days only ma." *Then starts to give jiaobin face* "You lesbian ah?".
Haha, whatever okay, I'm used to it. As long as my conscience is clear, I find no need to explain so much to you when you purely don't understand :).

Many of you should know how important she is to me ~ & we quarrel but eventually a simple "sorry" solves everything :) I don't care whether you can imagine or not but that 14 days was mad torture la. Plus, I was having friendship problems at that time so : No panda + friendship problems = Fuckmylife. That period was really very miserable, hence the post 2 posts below.

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It isn't my first time experiencing that kind of things,but this time was unexpectedly and painfully miserable. With no support and encouragement, I really felt like giving up the world, giving up all the achievements on my hands, give up all the upcoming events. That period was really ... unfathomable.

Now I'm learning how to spell true INDEPENDENCE. (But my independence includes Panda though, haha).

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School reopens and first week I had SYF training! It was tiring and more tiring. Just imagine this:
Wake up at 5.45am in the morning -> Reach HTA at 6.45am (Cab okay! If I were to take train and bus, I think I must wake up as early as 5am -.-) -> Change -> Report at 7am -> Takes rifle, board bus -> Reach Singapore Indoor Stadium at 8am -> TRAINING TRAINING AND MORE TRAINING till 6.30pm (Straight 10.5 hours of training) -> Debrief, collect rifles -> Board bus and leaves SIS at 7.30pm -> Reaches back to HTA at around 8pm -> Return rifles and finish returning it at around 8.50 -> Reaches home near 10pm -> Bathe, grab something to eat, prepare uniform, polish boots -> Sleeps at 11pm, near 12mn -> Cycle repeats for the next day.

Although it's tiring, I made new friends during SYFOC'10 ! All those "I'm tired"s, sharing of water, sharing of food really did bond us A WHOLE LOT. :)I miss SYFOC'10 !




Truthfully saying, I'd rather go SYF training than go to school. When I was in lower secondary, life seem to carefree. I slept at 10PM every night for crying out loud. Now? It's considered a miiracle when I get to sleep at 11PM -.- The huge difference in sleeping time makes me really strained out the next day (especially when I have training). It makes my mood even worse when I know I'm tired, yet I have to memorize all my textbooks, and stupid Math laws and formulas. -.- Secondary 3 life is SO NOT ENJOYABLE.

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It's July now and commitments + academics are like BOOMZ! Due to SYFOC I totally can't catch up with Amath. Looking at the complicated Y-Y1 = m(X-X1) ( Is it correct? o.o) makes my brain burst. So it got me so fed up that I started to abandon it for Y = mX + C, which is so much easier!

Commitments wise ...
Student Council = Prom Night, Teachers' Day, Graduation Day all coming soon ~
YOG = (secret) .
YGSP = Chemical Car + YGSP Official Opening (which is all over !). Now I'm deciding whether to take on the "Crystal-Growing" competition. I loved this workshop the most last year and yet, I was not selected! Considering to pester teacher to let me in if it doesn't obstruct my End-of-Year Examination periods. :)
CCA = NDP !

Wow BOOMZ. Not forgetting tests !!!!!! *Faints*.
I enjoy the achievements of my efforts. But sometimes it gets just too taxing. I think it's the achievements which is pushing on so much. Not forgetting pandasister !

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& now I can confirm that Miss Lee reads my blog (Sorry Miss Lee, but you made it REALLY obvious in class)._. Now all I wish is that she doesn't send me to counseling ...

I should start keeping all my feeling-based post to my private blog :/

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Pictures time !

160510 Outing.

Prawning @ Farmart -> Meeting at Lot One (which turned out to be an ?! session) -> Fishing @ Qianhu -> Yew Tee CC -> Limbang mac -> Home Sweet Home.



































































































































































































































































































The pictures' all jumbled up -.-

220510 Chemical Powered Car Competition
Just that 0.8metres and we can get into top 16 !!! I WILL GO BACK NEXT YEAR AND CLINCH THE CHAMPION GRH !!!





































310510 - Chemical Powered Car Team Meeting (Preparations for YGSP Official Opening)
It unexpectedly became a webcam-ing session, HAHA ! Because of me !!!

































030710 - SYFOC'10
I miss all my trainers and SYF mates :(





















































































160710 - YGSP Official Opening
I wasn't nervous presenting in front of professors. For the first time in my life o.o









































Okay, it's time for me to sleep !!!! *yawns*
There's still NDP tomorrow !!! Not to mention, I'm the commander for tomorrow's assembly !!! Curseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!

Just in case you (Pandasister) miss your rabbit too much (HAHA IT STIL IN PERFECT CONDITION):


Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 7:54 pm