Saturday, 13 February 2010.
CNY Eve .

It has been like 1 week since I last posted, although I only had 1 test last week .
Largely due to laziness, trainings and meet ups .

This week was quite a devastating week for me ... Or should I say for us ... More later .

Saturday 060210.
Attended 2709 BBQ ! It was a event to celebrate Weiyuan's and Angela's advanced birthday .

Let pictures do the job yup (:






























































































Haha, ORHBI !!! (stick out tongue).




























JANICE ! YOU ARE SO CUTE !!! HAHA. I was laughing like mad when I was uploading it haha ! ^^





Monday & Tuesday 080210, 090210.
Training. Nothing muchhhh. Was anticipating the Games Day soooooooo much until I found out that it clashed with my DENTAL APPOINTMENT .

Wednesday 100210.
FOR ME TO KNOW, FOR YOU TO FIND OUT.

Thursday 110210.
I actually wanted to ran back to school after my dental appointment, but ended up, APPOINTMENT DELAY . The dentist only attended to me at 4pm WHEN I REACHED AT 3PM OKAY. I ended up not returning to school since it was so late . By the time I return it would be like, 5pm? Sorry Clare )-: . Changes of plans, and once again, for me to know, for you to find out.

Friday 120210.
Everyone exchanged Valentines' Gift! (:



By dear Joey ! Love you ! Happy Valentines and CNY too ^^. Thanks for your Ferroro Rocher ! & your piece of note ! (:


By KOHCHIAHSUAN ! Don’t be jealous … There’s a heart inside ! Hahaha, love and thank you KOHCHIAHSUAN ! (:


On the left: Jingyi.
On the right: Liyee.
Thanks to both of you! (:


& of course … Shiheng and Chuxuan’s flower pen and noteee! (: Love die! ^^


Anyway, these has been little time so I didn’t have the opportunity to carefully wrap my gifts … I feel so guilty !! I shall put in extra the effort on my present then ! Ha, provided that NTUC opens on the second day on Chinese New Year …

Oh, after I reread all of my birthday wishes (manually written or printed out) and valentines’ wishes, I decided to paste every single wishes on a piece of huge board to serve as my motivation . It ended up nice ! Now I can look up at it whenever I feel stressed or sad . (:

Here it is :










(:

Was enjoying myself for the day, when I received one bad news. I'm disappointed and I feel threatened at the same time ...

Why do you have to do this ... Even if you knew, you don't have to use that to threaten me . You don't know how important she is to me. Technically, nobody knows ... I don't want anyone to know about us. Even if SHE saw us, but do you have to call me a spy? I never had that kind of intention when I drew near to her. It's FRIENDSHIP. I never took FRIENDSHIP as a kid's play, neither do I grow close to someone for any ulterior motives. Me = spy because I'm friends with her? BULLSHIT. THE OTHER SHE DON'T EVEN KNOW.
You don't know my feelings, 'cause you have never been through it before . How does it feel like when you are really good friends with someone even though you have to keep this relationship in the dark? Yes you still blissed ( If you don't you deserve to die). But when this relationship is slowly coming to light, and you realise that you'll be implicating the other party, how would you feel? Maybe you can't imagine but I FEEL SHAG. I FEEL GUILTY. I FEEL AS THOUGH I BROUGHT UPON ALL THIS.

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I don't know what to do. At least we're safe for the next few days.
I'll let nature takes its course, and of course, pray that everything will go smoothly .


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Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 11:08 pm