Sacrifices at no limits.
Cheerup.
Hello, my dear sotong, pleasepleaseplease cheer up.
I know the news came by too sudden, way too sudden ... But it's a fact.
I wouldn't stop you from crying, go ahead and cry all your unhappiness out, but promise me, after a certain time, you have to learn to stop, okay (:
Bestfriend, cheers and smiles.
好朋友, 我真心诚恳地希望你能在最短的时间内振作起来 ...
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:08 pm
SLEEP !
I DEPRIVE OF SLEEP.
MY EYES ARE PAIN.
MY SHOULDER'S ACHING.
MY BACK'S ACHING.
EVEN MY BUTT'S SORE.
MY BED IS LESS THAN 20 STEPS AWAY FROM ME AND YETTTTTTT I CAN'T MAKE LOVE WITH IT RIGHT NOW BECAUSE CHINESE PROJECT'S STOPPING ME.
Homework, damn you.
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Will be back on Saturday with PICTURE-SPAM POST.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 10:35 pm
Cruel.
My god la ...
I was passing by Pamela's Facebook and then I saw this bloody gross and cruel video : SCREW DIE YOU LA.
I STOPPED THE VIDEO HALFWAY.
DAMN YOU THIS WOMAN, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS BLOODY SHIT TO A KITTEN WHO PRACTICALLY DID NOTHING TO YOU?
DAMN YOU LA, ASSHOLE, I KNOW YOU WANT TO ADVERTISE HOW "POWDERFUL" YOUR HIGH HEELS ARE BUT YOU DON'T NEED TO DO THIS TO A CAT ALSO .
I GIVE YOU ONE EXAMPLE LA, MORE PRODUCTIVE, CALL YOUR FRIEND TO WEAR THE HIGH HEELS, AND THEN CALL THEM TO SQUASH YOUR STOMACH, MOUTH AND EYEBALLS WITH IT.
YOU THIS BLOODY NORMAL HUMAN HAVE NO BLOODLY RIGHTS TO DO IT OKAY, DISGUSTING ASSHOLE.
YOU ARE JUST MAKING YOURSELF MORE POPULAR INTHE NEGATIVE WAY.
BLOODY HELL, SCREW YOU TO DEATH.
YOU WILL SUFFER IN THE FUTURE, BE PREPARED MAN.
BLOODY HELL, SHITYOU GO AND DIE AND VANISH FROM THIS WORLD LA.
THE WORLD DOESN'T NEED YOU TO KILL KITTENS OKAY.
JUST GO DIE.
GO SQUASH YOUR STOMACH, MOUTH AND EYES WITH YOUR "POWDERFUL" HIGH HEELS !
Zzz, watching this video makes me feel even worse.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:41 am
I didn't know that it'll affect me that much ...
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:24 am
Irritated;
Very irritated right now ...
A lot of things happened earlier ... and now it's making me feel veryveryvery sad/ disappointed/ upset.
Today's not really the day for me...
Going shopping alone tomorrow ... do some homework and off for BBQ.
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I don't really want to elaborate about today ...
I just got bloody 68 for Emath. F. Hate myself. If only I did the last page.
You changed a lot ... I really don't know what to say ... Our friendship is like drifting farther and farther ... No ...
I'm tired of Sec 3 life, I'm tired ... trying to grasp everything out of my own limits ... I'm really very tired ... I just want to give up and don't give a damn to anything anymore .............
Bye.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:16 pm
心烦;
I feel very vexed right now, although there's practically no homework today ...
BECAUSE :
1) I haven't plan what to wear to videoshoot tmr.
2) I haven't finish memorizing my script.
3) I haven't prepare NOT to cry when Emath test result is released (which is most probably tomorrow).
4) I feel very tired.
))): VEXED.
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I don't want to blog.
The more I think about my Math the more I want to cry.
))): youknowwhoyouare, prepared to handle a crying girl tmr !!! ))):
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:38 pm
Utter disappointment.
Okay so today I'm not really happy because :
1) I'm NOT satisfied with my Biology results (80 ! I COULD HAVE GOTTEN MORE THAN THAT IF ONLY I HAVE PUT IN MORE EFFORT IN MEMORIZING OUTSIDE-TEXTBOOK THINGS ! GRH! )
2) I LEFT THE LAST PAGE OF MY MATH TEST BLANK . YES BLANK.
Whatthe!@@!$#@$#@$@# I'm so carelesssssssssssssssssssssss.
Hate myself hate myselffffffffffffffffff !!!
It already happened during End-Of-Year last year, why happen again !
BOMB AWAY MY 9 MARKS( excluding those questions which I did but don't know to solve! ) !!!
Not to mention A1, I don't even have the confidene to get a B3 ))):
Utter disappointment...
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Went home straight after school today ...
I actually planned to read some novels to brush up my English for tomorrow's test (okay la in vain to score well for it) BUT I was in this playing mood so I shall care about my homework after my brother comes home and snatch the computer from me ):
Switched on computer, and my drawing disease was back, BWAHAHAHA.
I was telling Youknowwhoyouare how I drew an ant next to a picture of termite in my Biology test ...
She called me lame ( She passed the lame-disease to me ) and out of a suddenwere drawing.
LOL.
Enjoy ~
By me.
By me.
By me.
By Youknowwhoyouare ( See her drawing makes me very depressed because she can draw such nice bunnies even without a mouse ! )
By me.
Komodo Dragon. BY ME. HAHA.
By me.
My dehydrated snake LOL.
By Youknowwhoyouare.
By Youknowwhoyouare; I think this picture is very nice :/ See make me depressed HAHA.
By me, HAHA.
Youknowwhoyouare say this looks are duck ! This is a chicken lor !
I think this looks like a rabbit :3
Pig ... And finally ...
YOUKNOWWHOYOUARE'S ZHUBAJIE. HAHAHAHA LAUGHDIEME :
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I don't know why but the more I think about my Math, the more I want to practice my english.
But the problem is, HOW DO YOU PRACTICE ENGLISH ?!
))): Sad case ...
WHY. MUST. I . ALWAYS. FLOP. MY. MATH. TESTS/ EXAMS !!! )))))): !!!
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 5:01 pm
Long day out.
Today's a rather long day, I guess.
Okay whatever let's treasure time and faster blog .
Morning there's school, zzz.
Amath was okay because THERE'S NO HOMEWORK (:
PE was QUITE okay, except the part where I forced myself to run and ended up seeing the world spin like mad.
Chinese was boring ~
Recess was the most exciting part of the school timetable. (:
Was mad nervous during Biology because I'm afraid that Mr Arul might bomb us with test ... BUT NO TEST YESYESYES !
Geography was okay ... Was busy making card for Youknowwhoyouare (winks).
Assembly was about discipline and CIP ... hmmmm, I hate it because it dragged my time ! -.-
Then after which, ran back home with two freaking blisters killing me, bathe, ate and ended up, meeting time was 3.10pm !
So I took my own sweet time to change, to prepare and everything. (:
End uppppppppppp !!! Late . :D
Because Youknowwhoyouare think that taking the bus would take a bloody long time to reach (insertplacehere) so we decided to cab down.
Hehe, thanks for the cab fare ah ! (:
Sat down, chitchat, met up with her friends and went up to register.
Was separated from Youknowwhoyouare ! Boohoo.
So I was toying with my phone all the while :X
When it was time for buffet, I didn't feel like getting up, because 1) NO ONE ACCOMPANY ME , and 2) Super crowded, I HATE THE CROWD.
So I still stayed there since I didn't want to eat anyway ...
Then dragged by Youknowwhoyouare to eat.
Like vegetarion lor ... Tofu, rice and vegetable...
And then Youknowwhoyouare was like : " The chicken very nice ~~~ "
SARCASTIC ! :D
After which, Youknowwhoyouare went to find her Sir, so I threw away my food (which I'm supposed to finish) and ran to the toilet.
Swallowed 6 pills at one go, PRO EH !
Aftermath, went back to ballroom, almost slept ... O.O
Stopped at 7, break till 730...
So went to toilet, was chased back and then, address from MOE and certficate giving...
Left @ 8, bused back to Choachuakang.
youknowwhoyouare's friend ( I think his voice very cute lor ) left halfway and we both bused back to Choachukang .
Hands were numb and head was very dizzy lor.
So when the bus door opened, I practically ZOOMED out.
(:
But when Youknowwhoyouare came down I was like clinging to her because I feel as though I was going to faint O.O
Afterwhich, goodbyes came and I passed her my "present".
HAHA.
Okay la, all I want you to know is, the present is not meant to agitate you or rake up your past; I just wish it'll help a lil in changing you. (:
Then homed, blogged ... SLEEPING SOON ! :D
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:36 pm
):
I feel so sad so down so bloody upset/ disappointed with my brother right now.
So what happened was that I was shivering and very hungry and I wanted food very badly but my mom will not be back until like late afternoon so I PLEADED (note hor PLEADED okay) him to help me get some food before I faint or something because all I ate was 1 piece of plain bread in the morning.
& then he refused.
I was like ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY because I was hungry and sick and bloody hell all I want was food and then I can concentrate on my studies.
BUT OH NO, I DON'T GET FOOD.
ALL I GET WAS : CONTEMPTUOUS REMARKS, SCOLDINGS.
I'm seriously sorry but F***.
Yeah la whatever maybe you all are saying that I'm bullying my own brother but think la. You shiver, you try to talk but no voice comes out, you concentrate also got problem. WOULD YOU EVEN WANT TO WALK DOWNSTAIRS AND BUY FOOD ?
Sorry la but hor I seriously no energy to entertain my own stomach.
I'd rather sleep it off and then forget about my shit Biology test which has no exact date. SOMEMORE THINGS ARE TESTED OUT OF TEXTBOOK OKAY.
I don't even know what to research lor -.-
What makes everything worse is that whenever my brother is sick I would always get super frantic and then I would do whatever he says ( when he's sick la) .
NOW, I NOT ONLY HAVE TO SUFFER FROM HIS SELFISH-NESS, I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH ALL HIS BLOODY NONSENSE. (He switched on the TV in the room WHEN I'M STUDYING. Freak or what).
Whatever, I'll just eat plain bread and forget about my stomach .
Then I'll eat my medicines and sleep everything off and wake up with plain bread waiting for me on the table.
Seriously la, I'm having cough, and I still deserve at least porridge right? PLAIN BREAD FOR ALL THREE MEALS, YOU TRY LA. NOT SICK ALSO WILL BECOME SICK LOR -.-
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I’m seriously F***ED UP and I Don’t feel like studying but I have to FORCE myself to or else I’ll end up crying again.
I HATE MY WEEKENDS, I HATE SCHOOL; I HATE MY BROTHER WHO APPARENTLY DOESN’T EVEN CARE WHETHER HIS SISTER IS DEAD OR NOT.
Well, when YOU get sick, guess what I’ll do?
I’ll go downstairs, buy plain bread which can last you for all three meals.
When that happens don’t complain okay, you forced me to do it.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 1:53 pm
Officially sick.
Hi, me this girl is currently, online, SICK, and after a few minutes she'll be offfffffffffff to do her Amath homework (again).
FALLING. SICK. SUCKS.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 6:19 pm
Accomplished week.
This week's rather accomplished, I would say. {:
(: Although there are things that made me really unhappy but I'm still glad that there are happy pills cheering me up all this while too ^^ !
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Today I woke up rather late again though I slept early yesterday.
Why? Because I love my bed and I'm lazy to get up.
Hehheh.
But eventually I got up, coughing like some mad person.
Brushed teeth washed face, and discovered that my voice changed. O.O
Didn't care so just left for school, passed my brother's water bottle to him, and off to duty ~
Aftermath was lessons, plain boring and since it's close to weekend so teachers took the chance and BOMB (BOOMZXXZZCZXC !!! ) us with tests and homeworks.
Atrocious, all the stress is coming ):
Recessed, caught SecTwos bringing drinks up (he's even sucking the bloody drink in front of me ) .
I was having sore throat so I didn't bother to shout because I knew no voice would even come out.
So I pointed at him and took the drink away.
All his friends were like O.O and said : "Woah, step sia ..."
I'm speechless lor like seriously ! -.-
Childish play.
If I didn't have sore throat I'd have screamed right in their faces.
Sickening ~
After which was lessons again ~ boring and bombed with LOTS AND LOTS of homeworks. ))):
I seriously have nothing to say ... after one day of relaxation and it comes back ))):
Whatever ~
I SHALL STOP PROCASTINATING . (goodgirl).
Lunched, bought bubbletea and off to Science Center to attend "DNA in Forensic Science" Workshop. (:
I LOVED THE WORKSHOP.
Enriching, yet interesting.
(SUPER THUMBS UP).
Now, let the pictures do the talking, ^^ :
* I look super sucky in the photos but YOU THINK I CARE? (:
After which, went back to school, completed YGSP reflections, went upstairs to peek at NPCC a little.
I see no Ma'ams but I heard that Ma'am Nury was there. :O
Next, went back down, did some homework and HOME !!! (:
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When I get bored in class, I always find myself looking to my right, expecting to see Alvan screaming like mad, Zhungkiat throwing paper aeroplanes to the fast-moving fan, Weiyuan and his cliques taking brooms and chasing each other in and out of the class... But, now, they're never there. ))):
When I was sectwo, I remembered that I was frequently shouting at Weiyuan and Alvan to shut up.
But now, I WANT THEM TO COME BACK !!!
Irritating ~ I want a noisy class to a quiet and superduper dead class !!! ))):
(Pulls longlong face).
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SC meeting tomorrow, wonder what will happen. (sighs)
PLUS I NEED TO WAKE UP AT 7 ! ))):
My mum's nagging right now.
Freak super irritating ~
Whatever ~ I shall go now. BYE (:
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:39 pm
Love and misses.
I'm back ! ^^
In a happy mood rightnowrightnow !!! ^^
Majorly because, there's only one homework today!
& the homework's simple la, I settled it in less than 1 minute. (:
So now basically I'm freeeeeeeee (except from copying biology notes which is not necessary at all ).
Also because ... there's YGSP tomorrow, can't wait !
Butttttt, I'm dreading the theory part :/
&& OHOH !!! I saw SuperJunior's family message ! It's so touching ~ .
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Despite being happy there are still things that pull that "HAPPINESS" down ...
1) I think it's really over ... Maybe I should just like, really learn to let go.
2) I'm in desperate in for : MONEY (!!!), new wallet, new purse, new school bag, new bag, and new pencil case !!! And all these need MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!
3) I HAVEN'T EVEN BUY MY CNY CLOTHES YETTTTTTTTTT !!! Not,Even,A,Single,Piece !!!
4) My Scholarhip will come only at the 24th !!! -.- That's only when my money comes in ... BUT LIKE WHAT? 2 WEEKS TO SHOP FOR CNY CLOTHES ?!
Whatever ~~~
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Okay la, shall blog about today ...
Woke up @ 6.30am, but only got up and brushed teeth etcetc at 6.55am !!!
Lateeeeeeeeeeeee for duty. (: (I don't even have duty lor ! HAHA )
Then lessons, zzz !
Paid attention all the while ! Goodgirl !!! ^^
Anyway during chemistry practical I poured too much water into the beaker, boiled it, and how water flew out ~
Everyone in the class was like : "OHHHHHH ~"
LaughOutLoud !
I was laughing also, like totally unaware of the dangers lor HAHA !!!
Recessed, and then ENGLISH !
Went through a song, learn influential skills.
& then, next was, slack through CharacterEdu. !
HOHO.
Then it was Geog.
Homework all the way since Mrs Ram wants us to complete our mindmap.
^^
Then school ended, SAC !!!
Sleepy at first, so kept on thinking about things.
Swtched off my phone, close my eyes, and then switched on my handphone again.
HAHA.
Texted texted, then Shireen hid Jingxuan and my bag !
Itellyou, I WAS DAMN MAD AND ANGRY LOR !
So when Jingxuan was carrying shireen's bag( In great attempt to hide it ) , I unzipped her bag, and dragged everything out ^^
All her sweets, earpiece and (GIRLSTUFFS) flew out ! (:
I grabbed her ipod, ran into counselling room , and hid it inside the secret compartment of the blazers ^^
YAY.
So she returned our bags, I still kept her in suspense.
Her face like totally change lor ! (HAHA PLAY LOR PLAY SOMEMORE ! (: )
HAHA.
(:
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HOHO.
I miss 2/7'09.
Super Junior's family message :
Leeteuk: In the past, we have always had activities separately.Many have expressed their unhappiness about it. But I always tell my fans, we have 13 members and will only have 13. This determination must be present within us.SJ is our house.
A house will not leave behind or forget any member. Although this house is not big, but everyone one of us need you.
Heechul: We have many members, there are many times where we are apart, but i hope we can cherish the times we spend together.Even if there’s only a minute.Even if we are so busy that we are unable to meet.I still hope the members can enjoy the happy times together and comfort each other during hard times.
Hangeng: Its been 7/8 years since our members have been together, since trainee days. we cared for each other ,received awards, go through tough times and cried together. There are many things that I’m sorry as well as grateful for towards our members.I have never said this before. But i really want to thank the members, who have always been by my side no matter what. And I’m really sorry for not being there during difficult times.
Yesung: The past have already passed. Everything will start afresh.We shall not forget that we are Super Junior’s members. We are a family.
Kangin: I don’t wish to think what will become of us in the future or how long more can we be together. Once i think about it, I’ll feel very sad. But no matter what happens in the future, separation, or not being an artist, I wish I can tell others, these are my family members, we are Super Junior.
Shindong: I kept thinking that it was because I couldn’t fit in, I can leave Super Junior. But come to think of it, although there might be this determination, but it is impossible to leave and forget about everything. The members who have always been worried about me. The worried members who called back from China upon knowing that I was on diet.Then did i know my thought of leaving is not being good to them but just pure selfishness.I wish to stay by your side…and a Suju member that does not embarrass the group.
Sungmin: I’ve always felt that Super Junior is a group that causes one to feel tired easily. Hence, I’ve been jealous of DBSK sometimes because they can have activities together without leaving anyone behind. But i still think our group is the best! Although we often have activities separately, but during introductions, we will always say I am Super Junior’s XXX . This is the best moment.
Eunhyuk: I’ve always been thinking, what exactly can i do? Other than dance and rap, what can i give the members? How lucky am I, the not so special me, to always get introduced to others by the members proudly. Thank you our members. No other words or emotions can express my gratitude towards you.
Donghae: Others told me : I trust and love you. This is what i want to tell our members now. The members who tolerate whatever mistakes I’ve made.The hyungs who have been like a father to me.I love you.Forever.To me, you are my family who’ll never change or leave me.
Siwon: When we are promoting in China, it is very tiring, and i really miss the members in Korea.However, regardless if it is M or H, there is a SJ in front. whenever i think about it, it makes me feel as if the members have always been together.
Ryeowook: When we go China, the fans will always raise huge placards.There are also Suju ones.Whenever I see these placards,I will start counting our members, from 1 to 13.When I reach 13, it feels as if the members are together again. I always believe, being apart is only a matter of time. We will definitely return and be by their side again.
Kibum: Although I seldom attend activities with the members, including 3jib, therefore there are many times where people ask me: are you a member of SJ? I’ve never been able to express how apologetic I am to the members.Compared to other forms of addresses, Super Junior is still my favourite. Although I’m unable to be on the stage with the members, my heart is still with our 12 members. Please believe me.
Kyuhyun: China fans wrote a sentence on the pearl sapphire blue sea photo. If one day, the world betrays Super Junior, ELFs will betray the whole world too.I’ve always been thinking, what did we do to deserve such love from them. But come to think of it now, it is not just for me, but for our 13 members. Though we were often separated, the members who have never stopped working hard for this team called super junior, THANK YOU!
SuperJunior, I'm glad all of you care for one another, love !
AJA AJA , SARANGHAE . (:
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:00 pm
Stop.
你可以不要这样了吗…
命运对你找成的折磨, 辛酸, 我知道是没人能体会的…
可是你知知道你在伤关心你的人的心吗?
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放开心怀, 周围的人都在关心你, 保护你, 你没什么好怕的…
勇敢的, 踏出第一步, 每个人都在你后面支持你, 鼓励你…
加油, 我的朋友 …
我会一直在你后面支持你的…
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 10:53 pm
Woke up with super bad mood...
Only cheered up completely when I was in SAC today when joking with the evil CAREBEAR Clare !!! :D
Laugh until I stomachache lor !
Mouth numb, butt numb, stomach numb siah !!! Ohmytianz.
Okay la... So in conclusion, I finally made out what is Clare ...
Please scroll down. (:
DOWN LA
DOWN MORE AND MORE !!! ^^
CLAREBARE ( CAREBEAR).
Eh, pink blusher, green eyeshadow, plus super big earrings hor !!!
Make up is not cheap okay !!!
Need $9999999999999 polardollars lor !!!
No need to eat me okay ^^, I'm a fish who lives in a fishtank, not in the Arctic. (:
xDDD
Okay byebye .
& to Youknowwhoyouare : YOU HOR, BETTER STOP BEING EMO HOR ... WE LIKE 1 WEEK NEVER REALLY CRAP UNTIL LAUGH ALREADY LOR !!! YOUKNOWORNOT !!! VERY SAD SIA )));
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:52 pm
一千个伤心的理由
爱过的人 我已不再拥有
许多故事 有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情
等不到天长地久
错过的人 是否可以回首
爱过的心 没有任何讲求
许多故事 有伤心的理由
这一次
我的爱情等不到天长地久
走过的路 再也不能停留
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情
在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里
我被遗忘
爱过的心 没有任何请求
许多故事 有伤心的理由
这一次我的爱情
等不到天长地久
走过的路 再也不能停留
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后我的爱情
在故事里慢慢陈旧
一千个伤心的理由
一千个伤心的理由
最后在别人的故事里
我被遗忘
Youknowwhoyouare and to my deardeardear clique, I want you to do what I did to this post, cancelcancelcancel all negative thoughts. (:
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Okay la random, post below (:
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:07 pm
Whatever ~
So my bloody PMS came today and AS EXPECTED, CRAMP LIKE SHIT OKAY -.-
As first it wasn't so bad, but during Geography it got so pain I was making super scary noises okay !
I almost cried and fainted in Geography class -.-
IT IS SO PAIN LOR !!! OKAYOKAYOKAY !!!
It was pain BUT I had nothing to pinch and bite on so I crushed my Geography notes !
Now, my Geography are all CRAP, crushed !!!
Idiot -.-
Then it got so bad that my whole body cramped together with my stomach as well.
NICE. -.-
My whole body was literally SHAKING.
SHAKING ALL OVER.
And at that point of time I received youknowwhoyouare's message BUT I was shaking sooooooooo terribly that I don't even have the energy to press the unlock button on my phone ! -.-
Then it got so bad that Shiheng and Angeline accompanied me to the Sickbay.(THANKSAMILLION !)
Lied down, felt better immediately.
Called my mum, and continued texting people with my shaking hands.
Terrible man.
(Recalls January 2008 when I got sent into the sickbay because of cramps too ).
(Shrugs).
PMS, I hate youuuuuuuuu !!!
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Sighs, I better start on my Amath homework OR ELSE my mother is going to ban me from computerrrrrrrr tonight. ):
Then I must waste my money texting youknowwhoyouare you know !!!
(P/S; It's not about the money, but because I hate pressing my phone ! Because it's lag ^^. )
WILL BE BACK AT NIGHT (If nothing happens).
P/S; MY POOR GEOG NOTES AHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! ):
Edited @ 8.41pm.
MY MENSTRUAL CRAMPS ISSSSSSS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKK , HATE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 3:39 pm
Dying soon.
I AM GOING TO DIE FROM ALL THE BIOLOGICAL TERMS WHICH I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I'M DEAD TOMORROW MAN. I'M TIRED, I WANT TO REST, BUT ALL THESE CRAP ARE STOPPING ME ! (URGH) . IT'S REALLY GETTING ON MY NERVES.
Okay dangz, I seriously give up on the "Theory on chloroplasts and mitochondria (with relations with ATP molecules)" part of my Biology homework.
Eh, at least I know (roughly) what is histone, cytoskeleton and the difference between eukaryotic and prokaryotic cells okay !!!
Now my eyes are hurting from the glaring screen. ):
Sometimes I wonder whether I had chosen the wrong class ...
I mean like, I chose Biology than Physics because I loved it more but now ... I'm regretting a little, just a LITTLE.
I mean, I used to lvoe Biology a lot.
Seriously like one HUGE lot.
But now ... after the change of teachers, I cannot absorb my Biology facts as well anymore.
Mr Arul is very different from Mdm Aishah.
Mdm Aishah teaches in class from textbooks... But Mr Arul likes to take us around and see things for ourselves. And of course, we have to be very dependent on our learning.
If you want to know something, find it on the Internet.
Which apparently, I don't understand a single SHIT at all.
I mean, I was never dependent in my learning. SOME-ONE MUST COACH ME.
Or else I'll die a very terrble death.
So ... Well, I'm not adapting well @ the start of 2010 :/.
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Ohmytianz, youknowwhoyouare just surprise me with a chuck of notesssss. I lioke ^^
At least I'll have to struggle less on the Internet liao lor.
If I continue on the Internet I seriously don't know what will happen man.
:/
Oh well, I want to thanks Youknowwhoyouare's best friend and youknowwhoyouare la of course.
HOHO, I am a lucky lil girl. TEEHAHA.
(K)(K)(K) . Lovedieyouuuuuuuuuuuuuu !
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Okay bye, if there's no homework tomorrow (yeah right dream on) then I'll post tomorrow.
Don't miss me too much alright ! Hahaha.
Edited @ 8.12pm.
You helped me sooooo much yet I cannot do anything to help you with your work. Guilty, much.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 7:07 pm
Heart-breaking.
Youknowwhoyouare broke my heart lor ! ))))))))))))))))):
She's online now and she still doesn't want to talk to me !
She's petty and I'm petty soooooooo no one's talking ! ))))):
I'm angry with her because she assumed that I taught Chiahsuan bad things when I'm teaching Chiahsuan how to convert files !
& I SAID I'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO HER TONIGHT !!! ))))):
Break my heart only lor her ... D:
I still remembered when she faked angry with me I was there : "Sorrysorrysorry ! " to her lor (although I know she fake BUT AT LEAST I bothered to talk to her lor !!!) .
Now she completely ignoring me , not knowing that I have opened her window waiting for orange light to blink lor !!!
DDD: ! Faster talk la you ! (I know you are going to be the first one looking at this okay ! Don't fake. )
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Today's SATURDAY and I'm VERYVERYVERY happy because I don't have to stay up for homework ! I LIKE ! ^^
But that means that I have to complete the rest of my homework tomorrow. (sighs).
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I'm still angry at youknowwhoyouare !!!
So I'm gonna reveal who she is .
I know all of you are waiting for this la ...
Be patient okay ... I shall go upload her photo now ^^
Okay I'm done ...
Youknowwhoyouare is actually ...
is actually ...
is actually ...
scroll down more la !
She is actually ...
A SOTONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay la lame !
If you want to know the real her hor, happy waiting okay ^^
Unless she allows, I will not reveal who she is. (:
P/S youknowwhoyouare: Did your heart pop out? (:
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Today's boring.
Nothing to elaborate about actually...
So... byebye !
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:14 pm
Happy 15th. (:
060110 marked my 15th birthday.
Loved it tothemax.
This post is a way to show my appreciation to those who had wished me happy birthday and even went deep into making presents and BASHINGS for me ! Hahaha, (:
Firstly, thanks for all your wishes; be it manually or from MSN, Facebook, SMS or Twitter :
(P/S; it's not in anyyyyy order ! )
Clare.
Amirah.
Afiq.
Haikal.
Shireen.
Guoyao.
Hayati.
Youknowwhoyouare.
Ma'am Irene.
Ma'am Kaibing.
Sir Terence.
Chuxuan.
Chiahsuan.
ShiHeng.
Janice.
Lynn.
Ninghuan.
Alina.
Guanghui.
Delson.
Weiyuan.
Hongkai.
Amelia.
Sihui.
Qiyun.
Jiahao.
Wenwei.
Weihan.
Joey.
Liangsheng.
Jingxuan.
Jenny.
WHOLE OF UPPER SEC STUDENT COUNCIL.
Bertram.
Angela Chen.
Jonathan.
Qinyi.
Hafizah.
Firdiana.
Kernhon.
Eulin.
&&& ! MR CHIA ! (I was totally shocked lor, when I saw his wishes on my Facebook wall. Whatever it is, thanks ! & I STILL WANT YOU TO BE MY MATH TEACHER ! D: )
05.01.10
Training = tired.
After training, was dragged to the Multi-storey carpark by Clare, Amirah, Afiq and Haikal.
Then Shireen and Guoyao came out of nowhere and I was bashed with CAKE.
Ohmygosh like seriously.
The cake was sticky lor and I walked home with super crazy hair !!!
Let the pictures do the talking instead ...
(I look like some siaozhabor BUT I think memories worth more than looks so I DON'T CARE. )
That was a painful bash but it was filled with love and care.
Super thanks to Clare, Amirah, Haikal, Afiq, Shireen and Guoyao !
06.01.10
Received midnight messages. <3
Youknowwhoyouare didn't go to school lor! Make me jealous like shit.
So she nothing to do and decided to accompany for my dental appointment.
Okay la met up @ 3.
DON'T KNOW WHO LATE LOR, LOL.
Trained down to Outram Park.
Talked talked and talked.
There's a lot of crazy people in the train!
One almost broke my thumb by leaning against it lor @$%$%$#%#$ !!!
Reached. AND THE DENTIST SAID MY MOLAR IS CROOKED SO I HAVE 2 STRAIGHT APPOINTMENTS IN A WEEK.
AND MY TEETH IS PAINNNNNNNNNNNN !!! -.-
After which, entered the platform and ...
Me : "Eh a lot of people ley ! "
Her : "Want take bus?"
Me: "Anything lor, shuibian lor , okay lor ... " (HAHA)
Her: -.- !
Me : "What ?! "
Okay la so we ended up taking 190 back to ChoaChuKang.
& do you want to know what we did in the bus ?
SHE DID MY MATH HOMEWORK.
LIKE EVERYTHING LOR.
I EVEN TRIED TO SNATCH AWAY BUT SHE JUST KEEP DOING AND DOING AND ADD SARCASTICALLY : " MATH IS SO FUNNNNN... "
Sarcastic laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa hahahaha !
Math fun hor youknowwhoyouare ?
But you took 47 minutes okay !!! :D
Alighted. Pepper-lunched.
Youknowwhoyouare loves her teacher a lot lor.
Her (insertssomethinghere) has (insertsanotherthinghere) lor !
Shocked.
See her teacher at foodcourt also laugh.
LOLLLLLLLLLLL.
Next, went to LJS . tO BUY HER DRINK YOUMEIYOU. ^^
Dabao-ed. and bused home.
The BUS IS SUPER DUPER LONG.
HOHO.
07.01.10
Training = tired again.
Training halfway, Ma'am Kaibing suddenly asked me out.
She brought me to one corner and said in this VERY serious tone : "Why do you think I'm calling you out for ? "
Inside my mind I was like : "OH SHIT #@$#%#$^%$^%$^%$^$%^^$ "
So I just went : " I don't know ."
Her : "What does your instinct tell you?"
Me : "Don't know. " (HAHA, I know it's ~ but I really don't know what to say !!! )
Her: (suddenly takes out cake ) " Happy birthday! "
Me: (shocked) "Oh.. THANKYOUTHANKYOU !!! "
HAHA, if she quits being a Cadet Inspector, she can become an actress some day ...
HAHA :X
Training done everything done, went home, did homework with youknowwhoyouare all the way until 12. SIAO. Tired neh ~.
08.01.09
I thought fancy-drill almost cancelled because they keep postponing our performance.
I was like : "YOU ALL DARE CANCEL I SHOUT #$#@$#@$#@$ RIGHT IN YOUR FACE OKAY !!! "
Then ended-up, it didn't get cancelled so YAY performance.
Was mad nervous at first, but soon I got the hang of it so okay le la.
HAHA.
Debrief, muffin-ed and homed.
(P/S; I NEVER PINCH YOU HOR, THAT IS TOUCH. :D )
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Now it's thanking time .
From dearest clique; Chuxuan, Shiheng, Chiahsuan, Lynn and Janice. (loves).
As you can see, they are desperate to see me in that graduation robe and scroll. (TEEHEHEHEHE)
I also want to see myself in that ... but can I? ;/ (sighs) . HAHA
& LEETEUK'S CALENDAR AND PIN ! I don't know why but I have a feeling that they bought that pin to agitate me one lor ! HAHAHA. BUT I LOVE THE CALENDAR.
HOHO, thanks to cliquez ! I WANT CLIQUE PHOTO LAAAAAAAA !!! D:
From Ninghuan. (:
Thanks for 2 of your cards uh (HAHA) ... BUT you gave me a card I previously had ! BUT nevermind I still love you teehehehe.
From Lynn (for being guilty about forgetting my birthday).
No need to feel guilty alright ! (:
As least you have the heart ... (:
TEEHEEHEE stay cute ^^
From Ma'am Kaibing. (:
I'm shocked that you knew my birthday... HAHA.
(: Thanks for your cake and birthday wish, cheers and smile always ! (: HOHO.
There's a necklace from Amirah too, but I forgot to upload it !!! SORRY WILL DO IT NEXT TIME !!!
And lastly ...
YES THE BOOK'S FROM ADAM KHOO. BE JEALOUS. AND MY LETTER IS GREEN (LOL).
From Youknowwhoyouare (<3).
Okay, for her, I want to harp on a little bit more.
From the start she and I are like totally STRANGERS.
Surprisingly ... something happened and now, we are like 2 siaozhabors and 2 siaopengyou (:
We only started to talk informally to each other on New Years' Eve.
BUT, she knew my birthday and even got me a present. (And she even gave me something so special. )
Throughout my wholelife I've never encountered anything like this.
Acquantice and then 2 pigsotong(^^) in less than what, 6 days ?
I know it's absurd to all of you, but to me, it's a miracle.
It's a short friendship I'd never ever want to lose; never forget (:
& I want this currently short friendship ending up being a longlonglong friendship. :D
Youknowwhoyouare, in your letter you mentioned that I bring joy to people. But do you know that you bring that to ones around you too ? HAHA. I bet you don't know, gong sotong ! HEHHEH ! (loves).
Had a great 15th, love and misses. (:
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:43 pm
Happy advanceddd.
Well though I'm tired, I'm happy today ~
I slept for like 5 hours and AM FORCED TO GO TO SCHOOL.
MY SCHOOL BAG'S HEAVY LORRRRRRRRRRRR ~~~
Okay whatever.
Form Teacher : Miss Lee Chien Chien.
Amath/ Emath: Miss Lee Chien Chien.
(Shrugs).
After that was PE.
But our PE teacher (whom I don't know who) is currently under reservist and so there's this Mr Navin guy who came in a relief us.
Super sarcastic. LIKE SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR SUPER DUPER.
He just comes in, greet, then say : "I know you all have a lot of catch up on the first day ... (apparently NO ONE was talking because we don't know each other ) so you all can share with me your holidays ONE BY ONE . "
Initially I thought he was only joking so I didn't cared. But when he began to call people up one by one, then I was like ,"SHIT what to say ?!"
So when I was called up, he asked: "How's your holiday?"
Me :" Boring"
Him: "What did you do ?"
Me: "Training "
Him : " Was it fun ?"
Me : (stun) "okay la .."
Him (SARCARM) " You no need to lie one you know ... "
Whatever lo ~~~ Sarcasticcc sey.
Next was, er, Chinese.
My Chinese's teacher was good so , it's okay la . (:
Recess, and then biology.
But because it's our first Bio/Phy class so Mr Arul wanted to settle something out first.
Then he asked : "Who's from Bio? Raise up your hand " (P/S; He was expected 20 people ! )
10 people raised up their hands.
DAMN JOKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Then Mr Arul was like O.O (seriously his expression was like ~) and he :" HUH? 10 only ! Eh, others don't joke ley, check whether you Biology or not ! "
Nobody reacted.
Then he was like, "Those 10 students stand up, let's go other place and study."
Ended up, he brought us to the Science Hub ( WITH AIR CON !!! ) and talked to us there.
THEY ARE GOING TO TAKE US TO BODY WORLD LIKE FINALLYYY YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!
Okay la Biology was the best lesson.
Chemistry teacher wasn't bad either...
By Geography , I was dying.
I kept on yawning and yawningggggggg until I teared -.-
BUT YAY SAME CLASS AS LYNNNNNNNNN . HOHO.
Mrs Ram was funny too.
She told us she wanted to go Congo, Amazon and Africa to see Tropical Rainforests... and then she was like bragging on that it needed like $9000 to travel to Amazon and Congo and $5k to Africa.
And she was like , " So you all ah, help me pray that I strike ToTo so I can go."
Joke . LOL
After that was Assembly.
Totally speechless.
45 minutes for 3 slidesssssssssssss. LOL.
Next lunched and SAC duty.
Damn joke, nobody there lo.
So they were like hitting each other breasts anddd even worse, POKING WITH CUE STICKS ._.
Speechless la me.
Then after which we were tired anddd so we decided to sleep on beanbag.
AND THEN WE WERE BORED SO THIS HAPPENED :
Damn unglam ~ HAHAHA. And our hair is like (!!!) lo !!!
Afterwhich, decided to close down SAC.
Went to playground playplay, sent Shireen off, and forced PRESIDENT to wait for youknowwhoyouare with me. HAHAHA. 'Cause it has been some time since we caught up ma so ~
Then met up with youknowwhoyouareeeeee (Still calling me granny hor, AHGONG !)
& she passed me something which I don't want to tell all of you ~ HAHAHA. Happy guessing (okay la will reveal when time has ripen).
I LOVE EVERYTHING INSIDE AND YOUR LETTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! <3 HOHO THANKS AND LOVEDIE !!! (:
Homesweethome, dinner and prepared for tomorrow. (:
Nothing to post already ~ Will be back after training tomorrow. (:
OH SHIT MY SCRIPT !!!
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:36 pm
Contradiction
With contradictions to yesterday, today youknowwhoyouare and I are crying over what's gonna happen in the future, and what has passed.
Youknowwhoyouare, cheer up ! (;
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:50 pm
我不懂为什么我将早醒啊 !
真是的!
我很累耶!
我要睡觉睡觉睡觉; 可是我睡不着睡不着睡不着!
现在才7.40AM 啊大家!
每个睡得像猪一样, 可是我不可以!
P/S; 我觉得我的华语还写得挺烂的! -.-
我现在要常识回去睡觉了 !!!
我晚上回来再POST吧 !
厉害咧!
Okay la WHATEVER my chinese seriously cannot make it already lor !
Machiam P4 standard siah … Mygod.
WILL BE BACK AT NIGHT (:
& youknowwhoyouare ah ~ faster go create blog ley … Then when I have nothing to do I can go stalk Your blog . (laughs).
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I feel very sad and miserable @ the earlier part of the day ...
Becauseeeeee before I had my nap something happened which made meeeeee damn mad and pissedddddddddd.
So when my super irritating brother fought for the computer, I went to bed crying myself to sleep.
& when I was having my nap, I dreamt that my Great-Grandma pass away ...
It was a scary moment. A REAL SCARY ONE.
& then when I woke up I just cried .
Slient crying laaa, I don't dare to burst out crying.
Since I have this dream, let me take this chance to tell you about my relationship with my 101 year old Great-Grandma...
My Great-Grandma lives in Malaysia.
I still vididly remember that EVERY SINGLE year of Chinese New Year, my whole family (inclusive of my Grandma and three cousins and my uncle and aunt) would make a trip down to Malaysia to visit her.
When I was young, her condition still aren't that bad, she still can walk around the house, and even whip up a sumptuous meal for everyone .
Everytime we visit her, she would carry this really happy smile aroundddddd, she never fails to ...
& then, my parents stopped visiting her. I don't know why. When I asked they always replied with a "SIAN" and then just shrug it off. I really don't understand. Now it's only my cousin's family who's visiting her.
I still remembered all her food tasted great. I mean REALLY great for a 90++ (now she's 101) year old person. Her food is also great for a person who cannot see properly and has a bit of walking disabilities.
I also remembered how she would try to pick out meat and vegetable for me and my cousins. But because she do not have a very great eyesight, she'll end up picking out things like garlic and shallots into our bowl. I know it's gross to a certain extent but I love her caring heart. That moment was really heartwarming ...
Then the thing I least expected happened.
I visited her last year, and she was lying on bed, she totally can't move.
She just lied there ... she's not even herself anymore.
When she saw us, she pleaded her helper to carry her into her wheelchair. She couldn't recognise anyone ... not even my grandma, her own daughter.
It was pretty saddening but I managed to hold back my tears.
The dream I had really set me thinking.
What happened if my Great-Grandma really pass away?
I know we aren't on very close terms, but I still respect her and I cannot deny that I often miss our memories together.
Why are human like this?
They only learn how to appreciate things only when they're gone...
I hate myself being like this.
I've always taken things for granted... and when it's gone... I find myself crying and tearing apart.
After these lessons I would always tell myself : You have to start learning to appreciate things before they are gone...
& then before I know anything I'll start taking things for granted again... be it parents, class, friends...
Humans never learn.
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I should stop this. I don't want to cry somemore.
And to add it on there are more unfortunate people outside there ...
For example; youknowwhoyouare. (I'm sorry ... )
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Caught up with KohChiaHsuan today.
Was happy. (:
She was laughing like mad when I told her our flag stuff only managed to raise after 40 minutes . Ha. (she's a scout bythewayyyyy)
Shall stop here, school's tomorrowwwwww. I'm not ready ... Oh well. (shrugs)
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 7:36 am
Stalker.
I believe someone knows why I put "Stalker" as my title rightttttttt, hahaha.
Nevermind, you have all permissions to stalk my blog HAHAHA.
I will post @ night, because currently I feel sticky and nauseatic and have seriously no mood to post. (;
OHMYTIAN AHHHHHHHHHHHH ~~~ I type like oneeeee whole chucks of words and it just went BOOMZ ! everything's goneeeeeeeeeeeeee. Blogger's sucha idiot.
Now I shall restart everything . ):
Before I start anything, I want to wish my cousin, NGCHUANXIAN, a happy 14th birthday.
Stop eating so much, stop growing fatfat ._. , and STOP FLIRTING WITH GIRLS ! When I see your inbox flooded with girls' names I feel very sorry for the girls one ya' know !
(It all starts with youknowwhoyouare threatening me to _______ )
Me : "Threatening !
Blackmail . HAIZ tsk.
yi da qi xiao.
Youknowwhoyouare: “ whitemail. HAIZ tsk. (copy sheep ! )
yi xiao qi da
Me: “HAHA
I’ll copy and paste this TEEHAHAHAH !”
Youknowwhoyouare: "Copy wad
Paste wad? "
Me: "this whole conversation ^^"
Youknowwhoyouare :" Cannot la cannot printscreen .."
Me: "But i wouldnt reveal who you are, HAHAHAHA
I not printscreening.
I just copy and paste "
Youknowwhoyouare: "Aiyo haiz so bad "
Me: " Don't know who threaten me first lo HAHAHAHA "
Youknowwhoyouare: "where got
in heaven..
is you.. who say you wun cry mahh.. "
Me: " You want see me cry issit.
HAHAH."
Youknowwhoyouare: "so is not call threaten lorr..
hmmm haha..
i dun mind haha.."
Me: "Ohmygod la you !"
Youknowwhoyouare: "i pass you toliet roll lorr.."
ME : "Okay I dont mind."
Youknowwhoyouare: "ur sch alot lehh.."
Me: "How you want to pass me?
Haha I lazy go back."
Youknowwhoyouare: "Haha (: .. ask you go toliet take urself.."
Me : "you say you pass maaa.
and i'm very picky one okay"
Youknowwhoyouare: "oh haha.. then next time lorr.. when i see you.."
Me: "I only use 3 ply tissue to wipe my tears ^^"
Youknowwhoyouare: "no problem..
i make many many ply for you lorr.."
Me : " see you I laugh first. (serious) hahahaha."
Youknowwhoyouare: " i take one then glue another one on top.. then the process continue.."
Me : "You invent ha, I dont mind, 1000 ply also can
GLUE ?!"
Youknowwhoyouare: "haha (: yah lor
glue !!
lol.. y would you laugh, when you see me
no link.."
ME: "cause your face funnyyyyyy (:"
Youknowwhoyouare: "lol.. where got
my face are common.. "
ME : "I see you i dont want cry alrd, i laugh.
HAHAHA"
Ahgong ah ahgonggggg, faster finish your assignments ah, me this ahma also faster than you ! ^^ (DONT JEALOUS HAHAHA).
Assignment dateline 01012010 O.O Oh machiam jialat. Faster go finish. o.o
After this conversation papa dragged me to Causeway Point.
He win already lor, 8.1 megapixels phone WITH 8 GIGABYTEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!
Whatever ~ When I get my scholarship I'll trade in my LGcookie for LGchocolate BL20 ! (:
Now I'm dead sleeplyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~
BUT I DONT WANT TO SLEEP.
HAHA.
MYGOD, LAUGHINGMYPANTS OFF LA :
(P/S: We were trying to identify the same person with us describing the looks ):
-P.Yuhuiz. loves 이특 ! 슈퍼주니어 , 사랑해 ! <3 says:
*i know the first aid one green colour shirt one.
*abit turqoise turqoise.
Youknowwhoyouare says:
*2 eyes, 1 nose, 1 mouth, 2 ears, 2 eyebrow
-P.Yuhuiz. loves 이특 ! 슈퍼주니어 , 사랑해 ! <3 says:
*WOW.
*I tell you ah.
*that time hor.
*I go pulau ubin.
*I saw one uncle.
*with
Youknowwhoyouare says:
*o
-P.Yuhuiz. loves 이특 ! 슈퍼주니어 , 사랑해 ! <3 says:
*3 eyes 3 nose no hair, no eyebrow, 5 ears
*one ear broken
Youknowwhoyouare says:
*haha (:..
*im oreidi laughing like hell lorr.. when i type mine..
*now urs.. is like.. making me laugh like mad lehh..
Anyway, 2/7'09 ah, I've got the class photos from Mrs Chiew already, come take from meeeeeeeee if you want (:
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 2:32 pm
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