Sacrifices at no limits.
怎样的雨，怎样的夜，怎样的我能让你更想念
I have no one to confine my feelings into. Tags replied before MIA.
雨要多大,天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出拿些差别
结局那还能多明显
别说你会难过 别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
I had my chinese paper 1 and 2 today.
Was alright, but the bad news is, I HAVEN'T TOUCH MY HISTORY, SCIENCE AND GEOGRAPHY!
OHMEMAMAAAAAAA!
Diediedie! >.<
Who doesn't want to, but I seriously have no mood to study!
T.T
Kay, byebye.
I'm not going to care about you ANYMORE.
Damn it, you gave me false alarms.
I HATE you.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 3:19 pm
"MYEEE!!!" -Yuhui.
Less one week to MYE, and I haven't even start with a single bit of revision.
Oh crap!
Stupid BBQ stuffs!
Checmistry test was seriously done badly : 47/53.
88/100. D: D: D: D:!
Badly done, I want to be the ultimate top scorer! D: !
No point crying over split milk.
Today Chinese lesson, Ivan was talking to Janice, AGAIN, about basketball.
Ivan told Janice something and I heard halfway.
He said : "教练选。。。" ( coach chose)
& then I thought he said : "肖天犬"( Celestial Dog) , so I shouted it out and then Ivan was like : " Coach choose, not Celestial Dog."
He began to laugh then I laughed too o.o
Then Janice was like, what happened?
Lynn told her, and as expected, she laughed like mad! Pfft!
Okay, this are just are laughs.
-.-
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 6:00 pm
"I love you and that's all I really know." - Love story.
Okay MYE starts in less than 11 days time and I'm still slacking.
Oh god, I feel like banging against the wall man.
I don't feel like studying, I HATE STRESS. D':
Going MIA till 13/5/09 comes.
If I ever go online, it's only for the benefit for class BBQ.
Till there,
Tata.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:32 pm
" For the sake." - Yuhui.
I saw your post.
Yup , NONE is trustable man.
I know exactly how you feel.
Cooping everything to yourself, drifting further from Primary Friends, everything is disastrous and terrible.
You'll still end up confining everything to yourself. ):
No one to share, 'cause you're inevitably knowing that they'll let EVERYTHING out like it's their own secrets. ):
Awww, ):
We both know who we're aiming at. ):
We cannot pour everything out because it's too dangerous, she befriends too ( just too much to an extend that we cannot take it) much people.
):
I hate it.
But what to do?
Pride and Predujice, I have choosen Predujice.
My friendship for her is alive and dead, alive and dead.
One moment, her face makes me wanna puke, another moment, she flatter us.
God.
):
Laopo, cheer up.
We still got each other. (':
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 11:39 am
"Missing in action." - Yuhui.
I may have friends, but I don't even have one reallyreallyreallyreallyreally good friend.
Not even best friends.
So I can only confine everything to myself.
Try that to yourself and see how that really feels.
I may go MIA forever, who knows?
Alvin: Thanks junior. (:
ShiHeng: Ofcourse. (:
DeLs0N: You reminded, haha, thanks. (:
I'm Chuxuan: WO YE LAI YE. :D
★Guanghui: Yay, laopa wan sui. :>
DeLs0N: Yeapp. ):
LY.C: Relinked. (:
LYnn:D: She suck and don't rock. ;O Ytd still aiming, aiya !
Yuantingggg's: Ahahahahahahaha! IMY and ILY :D Meetup soon. :>
DeLs0N: Hellozxz ! Must do quiz uh, don't need sabo also can de ma.
clare: Rare tagger man, I feel so honoured. (:
SweeYing: AHEMAHEM lor. LOL.
kaiting♥: Nono! I like this font ;O
LYnn: Thanks. (:
你不趁怀念过，不趁思念过，不趁感言过，
总而言之，
你不趁爱我过，你不趁关心过。。。
但我偏偏对你死心踏地，
当你受伤时，我帮你撩伤，
当我受伤时，你却跑去和你的她相逢。
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 7:38 am
"Yu don't scold people when you're angry-you scold them when you're at the extreme state of melancholy."- Yuhui.
Who to blame?
YA, ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME.
Everything's my fault.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:23 pm
" If I had to choose between loving you, and breathing, I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU. " - Dani. B
Zhungkiat's birthday bash.
Good luck to him eh! *winks.
My phone still has $0.01!
Ughhhh !
& I'm left with 2 Chinese composition, so sucky.
Bye. (:
Don't say I didn't upload any picture. (:
Credits of picture : Class blog, & Amelia. (:
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 5:18 pm
Please go to the class blog, 2e7'09-ians.
Ha, thank youzxxzx !
Hmmm , there's nothing to do.
I want to start on my homework which is going to make me so hectic...
But I'm just plainly lazy!
Idiott! Imbecileee !
Shall reply tags in the next post.
Till there, :D
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 12:12 pm
" Done in pretty. " - Yuhui.
Yay I'm done with the class blogskin!
Do visit at 2e7'09 ! (:
Thanks to Wenwei who helped me think. ;XX !
Haha, bye.
Oh yea !
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday you you,
Happy birthday to Huiting,
Happy birthday to you. (:
Ahahaha, love you SDD,I didn't forget you okay. (:
Stay tall ( !!!) and mature ;X !
& don't organise morning duties for me anymore, weehehe!
&& I hope that you're seeing this. (:
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 4:03 pm
Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head,And then answer the questions.Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them.After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.
1) Shireen Cindy koh , hehheh.
2) Ning Huan lesbo.
3) Chuxuan laogong.
4) Shiheng Ali ___ (opps I forgot) .
5) Chiahsuan AHMA pig. (:
6) Angeline.
7) Yokemun.
8) Hayati.
9) Clare.
10) Lianling.
11) Yuanting.
12) Liyee.
13) Justina.
14) Haikal.
15) Fengting.
16) Angela
17) Sweeying.
18) Amirah.
19) Delson.
20) Jiahao.
21) Yuyin.
How did you meet 7? (Yokemun.)
In USS. (:
What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (Fengting.)
Nobody to love me like crazy anymore. xD Joking joking !
What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Shireen Cindy Koh. & Yuyin.)
I believe that both of them are not lesbian.
Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Sweeying.)
No. 0.0
Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (Shiheng. & Angela.)
Don't think so, Shiheng is too in love ~
Do you think 11 is attractive? (Yuanting.)
Lol, I don't know xD
What’s 2’s favorite color? (Ning Huan.)
Black and white.
When was the last time you talked to 9? (Clare.)
Thursday.
What language does 8 speak? (Hayati.)
English and malay.
Who is 13 going out with? (Justina.)
I don't know xD
What grade is 16 in? (Angela.)
Secondary 2 ?!
Would you ever date 17? (Sweeying.)
Ahahahah, no. She likes ehemehem !
Where does 18 live? (Amirah.)
Singapore.
What is the best thing about 4? (Shiheng.)
Pretty. LOL!
What would you like to tell 10 right now? (Lianling.)
Hello, good morning :D
What is the best thing about 20? (Jiahao.)
Scaring me out of a sudden. 0.0
Have you ever kissed 2? (Ning Huan.)
Gross NO.
What’s the best memory you have of 5? (Chiahsuan. )
She is too into computer games that she's too busy to implict any fond memories into me .
When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? (Shiheng.)
Monday.
How is 7 different from 6? (Angeline. & Yokemun.)
They have different DNA :D
Is 2 pretty? (Ning Huan.)
Errr, okayokay xD No offence!
What is your first impression of 15? (Fengting.)
Vain !
How did you meet 3? (Chuxuan.)
USS.
Is 15 your best friend? (Fengting.)
Yes, to him. LOL !
Do you hate 12? (Liyee.)
NO ?!
Have you seen 18 in the last month? (Amirah.)
Of course.
When was the last time you saw 16? (Angela.)
Thursday.
Have you been to 5’s house ? (Chiahsuan.)
Yes *winks*. I prefer to visit her out of blue-ly, HEHHEH !
When’s the next time you’ll see 10? (Lianling.)
I don't know, LOL. Another 6C gathering, I guess.
Are you close to 11? (Yuanting.)
Yes :D
Have you been to the movies with 4? (Shiheng.)
No, ):
Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (Hayati.)
Don't think so.
Would you give 19 a hug? (Delson.)
Errr, I anti-boy hug.
When have you lied to 3? (Chuxuan.)
Yes, hehheh. But in the end, she knows all the truth awww.
Is 11 good at socializing? (Yuanting.)
I don't know ? 0.0
I'm lazy to do the rest -.-
Grhgrhhh !
I shall continue the next time :D
&& I HATE IMBECILES.
P/S : Today is the last day I can enjoy entirely, from tomorrow onwards, I'm gonna start ________.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:37 am
" You insult us like you're ANY better. You suck and don't rock, PIG." - Yuhui.
Okayokay. ):
Damn upset now, I want to rant, but seriously no mood to type.
& fancy this whole incident made me CRY.
(Ask me personally if you're really curious to know what happened.
Fcuking _______ !
Went to Esplanade today.
Okay, mood totally spolit by _______ .
P/s, if you're reading me and wants to report, report all you want, like I even fcuking care.
Morning duty, was okay.
Math, was okay. Had quiz, I think I can get a distinction ?
PE, relief teacher came in. Oh god, she is nicenicenicenicenice!
We talk like nobody's business but she don't scold us!
At least she's not adding stress to us. :D
This is an GOOD example of a teacher, _________ .
Science, went through workbook.
Atom, so confusing *blurs*
Recess, gave out ice-sticks.
Sorry lesbo for leaving you alone >.<
You make a good IC, anyway. :)
IT lesson, everyone got their Ez-link card, except me !
Pffft, because I lost my card.
So I'll have to remind myself to take it from G.O on Monday.
Anyone nice to remind me?
English, hang-glider presentation.
Super pissed off as Miss Jessica said that she wants less than 10 slides, and she only told us WHEN OUR SLIDE PRESENTATIONS is done.
So she said, I'm not gonna listen after the 6th slide.
Fcuk.
& what makes it worse was, something cocked up during the presentations.
Fcuk.
To you, it may be nothing, but to me, who did ALMOST everything, I think it's really upsetting and saddening for something to happen like that.
& when we were presenting, Miss Jessica was like giving us those kind of -.- look, and she interrupted Chiahsuan as she was talking fast.
Like hello?!
Can't you leave your fcuking comments after we have finished?
The boys also had 30+ slides, and why do you pinpoint the girls and not them?
You biased freak.
After our presentation, Lynn and I was seriously not happy with Miss Jessica's words and went to consult Mr Daniel Teo, the overhead in-charge.
& Miss Jessica walked past.
Oh fcuk.
She was pouting in class and still giving those kind of -.- look, and when she see us find Mr Teo, she immediately smiled like this - :D
Oh fcuking freak, flirt.
She was like, "DOES IT MATTER HOW MANY SLIDES YOU MADE?
WHAT MATTERS IS YOUR ARTICULATION, UNDER THE ENGLISH COLUMN ."
Oh freak please.
You said in class that you didn't want to read after the 6th slide, and now another word?
Oh please, your acting's so good that you can be an actress.
Go to the Mediacorp and fcuk off Unity Sec.
& she scolded us.
What fcuking logic is this ? -'-
Do you think teachers are the superior ones and every single student must bid by you?
NO !
Teachers are just a bunch of NORMAL PEOPLE who have BETTER KNOWLEDGE and teaches students.
All you have to do is to teach, what for coming to school to FLIRT and be bias?
CCB, KNN, KNS.
& so , she continue to be veryveryveryveryvery nice in front of Mr Teo, and then when the journey comes and she brought us there , in bus, she called Lynn to sit beside her and begin everything again?
Like hello?
Contents are 50 % not articulations for whatevers shit which is only like 30%.
Oh please, you kept on pinpointing us that we suck in reading in front of a class.
Let me tell you.
We don't want to be a debater.
We don't want to be a lawyer.
What for giving so high expectations and embarassing us IN FRONT OF THE CLASS ?!
You freak.
What's 30% compared to 50%?
Idiot, you try compressing Hang-glider part 1 and part 2 in 6 slides uh, there's ALOT to do you know.
We learn so much subjects, and you scold us because we don't do well in English oral.
Do you think we have a lot of time?
Have you ever thought how much time I used to complete the presentation?
5 DAYS OF SLEEPNESS NIGHTS AND RUSHING MEALS.
& guess what?
I HAVE TO GIVE UP MY FAMILY DAY FOR IT.
Do you think it was ever fair to me?
NO.
I'm already so stressed up, and you're doing this.
I'm tired.
Everything's is just practically blowing up in my face.
Just because of Singapore's fast-moving society and thus they have to pile up tonnes of stress for us.
Can't Singapore be just a small village and all we have to do is to fish for food and pass by one day without any fuss?
Oh, great, after typing this, ALL MY MOOD FOR TYPING THE NEXT HALF OF THE POST IS GONE.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 7:02 pm
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 11:48 am
"Maintenance." - Yuhui.
Blog under maintenance.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 7:22 pm
" The Abstruse Truth" - Yuhui.
Yaya whatever, stop being such a hassle when I haven't complete my homework *glares at the mirror*.
Okayokay, relax.
I'm left with Chinese Composition, left with Englihs prepositions and sooo many homework to rush.
& look at the time now : 7.17 PM.
Ahhhhhhh, I hate this I hate this I hate thisssss!
Secondary 2, stressed like this already, so will I die when I reach Secondary 3 ?
Ahhhhh ):
I hate this okay.
"When you officially land your foot on education and wears the burden as a student, you hardly have the time to relax. " Mrs Chiew.
I sometimes seriously WISH I can stop education.
But sometimes, grh, only getting good results for studies can satisfy me.
However, when you overstretch the rubber band, it'll snap too...
*remembers how I really went berserk during EYE last year and screamed at my father*.
):
Yesterday, Mrs Chiew requested us to do a stress mind-map.
Ahh, I filled up two pages, writing endlessly about all my stress. ):
Alot of people say, my results are good, and when I emphasize that my double weightage subjects (specially English) were lousy, they begin to : "Your blog write until so chim, still dare say Englihs not good."
Ya, I'm best at expressing my emotions in my blog, and yet, when you call me to write a story about a boy being kidnap, yea, you'll finally get to see my beads of sweat happily strolling down my cheek.
Grhgrh.
I hate my life. ):
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 7:15 pm
Zhungkiat forced me to upload all these.
Come here, take the pictures, and TAGGGGG!
Tag will be replied at the next post ;O.
Okay, I'll tell the truth now.
I haven't deleted my private blog since last time, it's just because of some problems which led me to change its URL and then removed all my readers from my blog.
Now, because my life is too secretive, I'm not gonna invite anyone. (:
But I'll update often, and sorry for not updating for the past two days as there was History and Geography test.
So byebye, people.
Till there.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 5:21 pm
"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous." -Ingrid Bergman
Hellozxz I'm back.
Went for Zhungkiat's brithday dinner yesterday.
I promised to upload pictures the next time :P
Anyway, yesterday was the cross-country and everything.
Was practically walking and jogging real slowly, ahahahaha.
Sure enough, at such a slow speed, boys soon caught up with me.
The first was Ivan, not really fascinating.
But after everything, IVAN DIDN'T COME IN FIRST.
He come in 21st, not even top 20. (P/S, if you're reading this, no offence ;X)
Like ... super shocking, 'cause he run fast 0.0
Basketballer also.
After cross-country, went to renew my passport.
Luncky I didn't run very fast, or else the whole room will be filled with my smelly scent !
LOL.
After which, went to Westmall, and mummy bought alot of bird nest's, over $357.
I was like looking ... 0.0
I love bird nest, of course, but at the rate that she is buying, of course you will feel weird.
Okay very stupid.
After some shopping, went home, bloghopped, off to Lot 1 I go.
Waited for birthday boy to come, he was late for like 1 hour.
Damn sucky and hungry I swear.
Went to Seoul Garden.
Paid $23.40 T.T
Ate like some stupid pigs ( applying to boys).
Ahahaha, okay went home at 9pm, bathed, slept and woke up.
Haven't eaten and here I am blogging.
Okay one disastrous thing ( okay maybe two) :
1) Hang-glider presentation's next week and I haven't finished yet T.T
2) D&T by next week, and I haven't even touched it, *cursessssssssssss !*
"Love is like an
Omninous feeling to me, and yet I felt so fearless when I
Vowed that our love would never
End."
- Yuhui.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 9:13 am
"If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with..."
Okay, time for quizquizquizquiz from Sweeying's blog, since I find it quite interesting.
1: Are you single - Of course. I am and always will.
2: Are you happy - Depends. But nowadays, NO.
3: Are you bored - Obvious, isn't it? -.-
4: Are you fair - Depends on the situation.
5: Are you Italian - No.
6: Are you intelligent - Depends, on some aspect, I'm not.
7: Are you honest - Sometimes. ;X
8: Are you nice - Depends on the situation and who the person is.
9: Are you Irish - Do I look like I'm from Iran?
10: Are you Asian - Yes.
TEN FACTS
1: Full Name : Poon Yu Hui.
2: Nicenames : SDD + Lesbo + Dajie + Alibibi. (:
3: Birth Place : The little red dot.
4: Hair Colour : Black + a little hint of brown.
5: Natural hair style : A little curly.
6: Eye colour : Black and white.
7: Birthday : 060195.
8: Mood : Super tired and moody.
9: Favourite colour : Black, blue, pink.
10: One favourite place you like to visit : Anywhere, just away from everything.
Ten QUESTIONS
1: Have you been in love - Yes, like duh.
2: Do you believe in love at the first sight - No.
3: Do you currently have a crush - No.
4: Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes.
5: Have you ever broken someone heart - Yes.
6: Have you ever had your heart broken - Yes.
7: Have you ever liked someone but never tell them - Yes.
8: Are you afraid you Commitment - No.
9: Who was the last person you hug - I forgot.
10: Who was the last person you said i love you to - ********.
TEN THIS OR THATS
1: Love or lust : Love.
2: Hard liquor or beer : Hard liquor.
3: Cats or dogs : Dogs.
4: A few best friends or any regular friends : Both.
5: Creamy or Crunchy : Crunchy.
6: Pencil or Pen : Depends.
7: Wild night out or romantic night in : Wild night.
8: Money or Happiness : Depends.
9: Day or night : Night.
10: IM or phone : Phone.
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - Yes.
2. Seen a polar bear - Yes, I love them. (:
3. Done something you regret - Yes.
4. Bungee jumped - Nope, but I crave to. (:
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - Yes.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Hell no.
9. Cried because you lost your pet - I never had a pet before.
10. Wanted to disappear - YES! Right now.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - No.
9. Ever own a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bently - What do you think a 14-year-old unmarried girl can do without a job?
10. Ever been on a rap video - Errr, no.
TEN LASTS.
1. Last phone call you made - Zhungkiat.
2. Last person you hugged - I forgot.
3. Last person you hung out with - Forgot.
4. Last time you worked -Last december.
5. Last person you talked to - Mummy! :D
6. Last person you IM'd - What's IM?
7. Last person you texted - Lesbo.
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I forgot.
9. Last person/thing you missed - Food. -.-
10. Last website visited - Famous proverbs website.
TEN PEOPLE TO DO.
1) Ning Huan
2) Chuxuan
3) Shiheng
4) Chiahsuan
5) Yuanting
6) Lianling
7) Amelia
8) Yuyin
9) Alvin
10) Angela
Another.
1. Real name → Yu Hui.
2. Nickname(s)→ Stated above.
4. Zodiac sign → Capricorn.
5. Male or female → Female.
6. Elementary → Unity Primary.
7. Middle School → Unity Secondary.
8. University → I'm still 14!
9. Friends → People that I know? -.-
10. Hair color → Black with hints of brown.
11. Long or short Hair → Short.
12. Loud or Quiet → Depends on my mood.
13. Sweats or Jeans → Depends.
14. Phone or Camera → Phone.
15. Health freak → No. LOL.
16. Drink or Smoke? → No? I hate this two stuffs x.x
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes, or maybe no.
18. Eat or Drink → Drink.
19. Piercings → Ears.
20. Tattoos → PAINNNNNNNNN !
FIRSTS:
23. First piercing → 11.
24. First best friend → From Kiindergarden? Forgot.
25. First award → Primary 3.
26. First crush → Secret.
27. First pet → Guppies.
30. First big birthday → None actually.
CURRENTLY:
49. Eating → Nothing.
50. Drinking → Nothing.
52. I'm about to → let my eyelids drop and sleep like's there no tomorrow. Ha, dream on.
53. Listening to → Television.
54. Plans for today → Sleepsleepsleepsleepsleep!
55. Waiting for → Tomorrow's Zhungkiat brithday dinner at Woodlands!
YOUR FUTURE:
58. Want kids? → No.
59. Want to get married? → I still haven't found someone I can't live without.
60. Careers in mind → Biologist.
WHICH IS BETTER?
68. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
70. Shorter or taller? → Taller.
72. Romantic or spontaneous → Depends.
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach. I have weak stomach.
74. Sensitive or loud → Depends.
75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
76. Trouble maker or hesitant → Troublemaker.
HAVE YOU EVER:
80. Lost glasses/contacts -> My eye's perfect.
81. Ran away from home → No and never. I love my parents.
82. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Yes.
83. Killed somebody → No, I'm not a sadistic, sadly.
84. Broken someone's heart → Yes.
85. Been arrested → No.
87. Cried when someone died → I have never attended any funeral since I was young.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → Depends.
90. Miracles → Yes.
91. Love at first sight → No.
92. Heaven → Probably.
93. Santa Claus → Sadly, I don't believe such a fat guy can squeeze through a tunnel just to squeeze presents in your sock.
94. Male Nipples → -.-
95. Kiss on the first date → No.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not really. I'm tired. I want to get away from everything.
99. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
Stated above.
Going to Zhungkiat's birthday dinner tomorrow!
Bye toddles.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:14 pm
"You don't marry someone you can live with - you marry the person who you cannot live without."
Rant, rant and continue ranting:
I'm not angry with you, I'm just disappointed.
What's the problem with counting the CIP money during inspection when I've finished doing my work?
What's the problem with chit-chatting a little bit after finish doing my work?
What's the problem with taking just a little break by lying your head on the table after I've finsihed doing my work?
What's the problem with doing stuffs after I've finished doing my work?
I know professors' position are big.
But, at the same time, I know that their attitude are worse than us.
Don't joke about.
I've seen thousand of lecturers/professors from SAFMC, from YGSP, from schools, from a lot of places.
I've seen professors carrying SMILES even though they're super pissed off and complain their head off after workshops.
I've seen them.
Don't believe, from people from YGSP.
Do you know how tired is it for us?
Burning the midnight oil for homework for presentations, for projects, for revisions ...
& when you really can't take it, you're only left with two troublesome choices: either to sleep without completing your homework, or to take breaks between intervals in school.
It's tiring you know.
Teenagers should get 8 hours of sleep PER DAY.
But do we get the opportunity?
NO.
Projects after projects.
After the chinese projects, we have the hang-glider projects.
After the hang-glider projects, we have Art projects.
After Art projects, we have the PE projects.
It's like, no breaks at all.
When my father asks me out for bowling during weekends, I always can't 'cause of projectsprojectsprojects homeworkhomeworkhomework.
It's so stressful already, and over one small inspecting, you scold us, like you're going to cry anytime.
I'm numb already seriously.
I'm seriously disappointed.
You called us to write reflections.
& delibrately read everything out, and told us you're going to hand everything to teachers, emphasizing the fact that you shouldn't be counting your money during lessons and chit-chatting.
It's not like we're shouting across the room.
It's not like the professor is staring at ONLY ME.
It's not like I haven't finished doing my homework.
I have finished my homework.
I understand every single thing that Mr Sony said, or else I wouldn't be writting in such a detail matter.
I did every single homework and excercise that he called us to do.
So what's the problem, fussing over COUNTING MONEY and CHIT-CHATTING in front of a PROFESSOR when it's clear that I'VE FINISHED MY WORK.
It's stressful, streaming streaming streaming.
Subjects are important.
You must buck up; you don't want to go combined science.
You must get over (inserts mark here).
No failures this time round.
You're from an express class, and this level of work is atrocious!
Yeayea, expectations are soooo high.
It's not our attitude changing - it's school that had made us change.
You can't blame us for being rude/sucky/stupid/hot-tempered when we're stressed up.
We hope that we can just faint and sleep like there's no tomorrow, there's no school.
But every morning, when I hear the alarm, I feel like smashing it FLAT.
But in the end, I struggle to go to school, I struggle to listen in all the lessons, I struggle to top in every single test, I struggle for at least double science.
I struggle for this, I struggle for that.
It's really stressful you know.
I know, you've been a student before.
You sleep at 11pm and wake up at 6am.
But, did you ever thought, not everyone can adapt?
I need to sleep in order for my brain to funstion properly.
I need to sleep in order to prevent a throbbing headache from taking over my energy and liveliness.
I need to sleep in order to prevent myself from falling sick.
I dread falling sick, I don't get care in home at all.
All I get is a visit to the doctor, and being left alone in home with medicine and I'm all so weak to even move.
So I can just only sleepsleepsleep my way through.
I feel like getting up, get my stupid idiotic projects and homework done, and sleep peacefully without the word " PROJECTS " and "HOMEWORK" in my head.
Everyone sleeps.
& what I did was just getting myself a little break after I've finished my work.
What's wrong with it.
My SC vice-president sleeps in class too.
They can't take it, so what's wrong with me sleeping too?
*Sighs*
You all just can't understand, can you?
I hate this.
I hate everything.
How I wish I can get away, away from this, away from everything, away from this.
I'm dead tomorrow.
Mdm Aishah's gonna scold me.
I can feel it now.
So wish everything can overturn and turn out to be good.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 5:45 pm
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