Friday, 27 March 2009.
Disappointment.

Today was not really a good day for me.
Read on.
Okay so today I had morning duty, for attendance SEC 1.
It was my first time doing, of course, I still cannot adapt yet.
Bell rang, went to parade square.
Every single class teacher came and I gave them the attendance book.
But I didn't see the 1/5 form teacher( whom I don't know) coming, so I took the initiative to pass it to the students.
When Ms Jessica was done and I went to collect it from her, Mrs Chan (form teacher of 1/5) was there.
I collected from Ms Jessica, said "Thank you" and was going to walk off when Mrs Chan suddenly said angrily : "I have been standing here very long already, why haven't I get my attendance book? "
Me : "Err, I left it with your students... *stumble*"
Mrs Chan: "THEN YOU BETTER COLLECT FROM THEM AND BRING IT HERE! "
Me : * walks off to collect, feeling damn angry but not showing it facially and came back to give her the book *
Mrs Chan: " I WAS THE THIRD TEACHER TO ARRIVE IN THE PARADE SQUARE , SO YOU HAVE NO REASON NOT TO SEE ME! "
Me : "Sorry..." *I was damn angry okay*
Ms Jessica, beside Mrs Chan: *shakes head and glare me*
& To make everything even clearer ...



Like hello?
You are standing soooooo far away from your class okay.
I'M DOING THIS THE FIRST TIME, HOW CAN YOU SCOLD ME LIKE THIS, IN FRONT OF SO MANY TEACHERS?
Firstly, I'm doing this duty the first time, I'm still trying my best to adapt, yet you aren't patient and scolded me like this.
Secondly, you were standing so far away from your class, if I was as lousy as you said, THEN WHY DON'T I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH OTHER CLASSES.
Readers, let me ask you.
Shouldn't form teachers stand in front, behind, beside their classes?
They shouldn't stand like 10m away from their class right, how do she excepts us to know.
We are not mind-readers like Edward Cullen, we are not future-readers like Alice Cullen, we are not mood-easer like Jasper Cullen, we don't have ultimate strength like Emmett Cullen, we are not as passionate as Rosalie. We are not superwoman or super man who can see who each teacher is.
Student Councillors don't undergo lessons where by they gives us a picture of each and every single teacher in the school and expects us to memorise it.
So how can you expect you know you, MRS CHAN-LOW SIEW PIANG.
I admit that every single attendance book has the form teacher's name, but I don't know every single one of it.
I'm still adapting.
I'm trying hard to.
But why must you be so harsh to say these words that drops me into a bottomless pit, making me so convinced that I'm a bad student councillors?
WHY?
I really don't know you.
I said sorry, you glared at me.
What did I do?
Pupils make mistakes, and Student Councillors make mistakes also.
We are not perfect, we do to make mistakes.
You can't expect us to know every single teacher.

I don't know the form teacher of 1/2, and he took the initiative to come to me to get his attendance book, and we exchanged smiles.
I have to admit that I really liked his attitude.
Mrs Tay( pregnant lady) patiently told me to leave her attendance book to her students.
But you, your attitude is worse then a PREGNANTY LADY.

& Ms Jessica, I'm not angry, I really disappointed in you.
My impression on you was getting better, and yet you...


All I can say, I'm both angry and disappoint.
During chemistry lesson, tears welled up in my eyes but I didn't cry, didn't even talk.
English lesson, I wasn't even looking at Ms Jessica, I was keeping really quiet.

*Sighs*
I have meeting tomorrow, byebye.
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:10 pm