Sacrifices at no limits.

Sunday, 15 February 2009.
Revamped.

Make us last forever.

Revamped my blog.
Still moaning over yesterday's matters.
I have been ignoring my father for the first time and he's still claiming that he is NOT at fault.
-Sighs-
Typical parents.
I'm starting to dread coming home already.
School faster start.
Please. ):

School's not well either.
Projects after projects.
Detail Development of D&T dued tomorrow.
Freak it.
How to even start on detail development when the gliders' not even done yet?
Shit it alllllllllllllllllll!
Next, Hang-glider project.
The informations are like damn difficult to find and it's dued like 2 weeks later.
Firstly, I'm having a fucking tiff with my father and yes, it's impossible to make a glider without his help.
Gosh, help please.
Secondly, it's like impossible to meet up almost every day because :
Monday: Janice and Chuxuan and Shiheng has their CCA.
Tuesday is the only free time but it's impossible for me to finihs rushing it by Tuesday. Monday's Total Defence you know. ):
Wednesday : Janice and Chuxuan has their CCA.
Thursday : Lynn has CCA .
Friday: Janice, Chuxuan , Chiahsuan and I has CCA.
Weekends : Totally impossible because we're already feeling lethargic from the hectic weekdays and we ought to pamper ourselves with nice long sleeps.
-Sighs-
I hate projects, but at least I get to feel the stress and be prepared for the damn streaming that's coming up.

I'm hungry, my father screamed at me to eat my breakfast, but I don't want to.
My stomach's screaming at me now, help. ):
Lunchtime is still 2 hours away. ):
But I'll never ever give in, ROAR!

Going to the Temple later, considering to do my Math homework in the car.
But I'm notnotnotnot gonna sit in the front seat 'cause yes, unfortunately, my father's the driver.

I feel so tired from all the crying yesterday night.
Dumb me, cry for what?
It's not my fault anyway.
But everything seems to be my fault, in my parents' eyes.
-Sighs-

Tomorrow's school again.
I'm gonna flunk my History test and English test.
BOO!

I've already got enough disappointment from my Literature test (65/100).
It's my first ever test that I didn't get at least a distinction.
Distinction, distinction! ):

I'm so hungry and weak that I can faint right now.
-Sighs- What to do?
Just lose another kg, again.

I realised that my dental appointment starts in officially 9 days time.
Planning to go on my own, since my parents don't really care about my safety, considering the fact that we even allow me to come back home alone at night.

Monday's total defence day.
Full-U, video with my ugly face during CE or Lower Secodnary Assembly.
Ohgosh.

Well, there's nothing I can really update about today, just drinking plain water, breathing oxygen, plainly ignoring my father, nothing else.


;& Dumb life. I'm hungry.