Tuesday, 13 January 2009.
None of this is lessening. Yet, it goes deeper and

deeper.

1 day had passed.
Yet, the feeling is still isn't gone.
Sickening. -.-
Farther more, it goes deeper and deeper and deeper.
I hate it I hate it I hate it.
But why do
I love it I love it I love it?

Today there's school as usual.
Morning went for Secondary One Recruitment.
Halfway, saw him.
Yes, I was restraning my eyes from having eye contact so much to prevent the feeling from going any deeper.
I was happy, but I don't want this to continue.
'Cause I know it's ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE between us, so I'll have to stop all this fairytales inside me from continuing its existence in my heart.
The longer it stays, the more I would fall into that feeling.
I hate it.

In the class, especially during History and Geography lessons, I missed him.
Images of him was flashing up inside me like a never-ending tornado.
Loving the strong wind, yet tortured by the air pressure.
That's how I feel.
I feel happy to recall him, and yet, so tortured when reminded.

-Sighs-
I shall stop everything and get on to my glider, maybe the stress can burn his images down.





;& I'm getting crazier and crazier day by day. What should I doooo? ):
Posted by P.Yuhuiz. on 8:48 pm